waking up in singapore

Let's Drop

2009-08-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

I haven been updating my blogspot and i'm gonna change my the skin again because the sight of it quite bores me. I'm happy girl today because i watched Orphan with Kay, had free pizza with oh-quite-nice chicken riblets(because she got herself a great eastern Pizza hut voucher) and all that is plausible because we skipped lesson and decided to sacrifice our $15.75 and disappoint theng theng. I've been eating alot this few weeks and it seems that the more i try to eat or the more she tries to beef me up, my weight seems to be dipping. Unsure of why that's so, but that could be considered a good thing afterall. I shall just continue my eating habit and don't get beefed up. I'm yearning to go to Crystal Jade when the pay is out, and enjoy all my little dim sum food. Giraffe is on the waiting list too, it's a nice environment and i guess it would be considered pocket-friendly as there is set lunch @ 10 bucks below. Good bargains is what we students look out for. And Orphan is seriously a nice show and each time i watched a gr8 movie, i have the urge for a movie-marathon, haven try that before but i guess it would be fun. Alright, and i've been terribly awfully bad this week, i self-declared 1 week holiday for myself, I absolutely have a long holiday planned/spontaneous for myself.

Up next, ZOOLOGICAL PARK.

I have to go sleep soon so that i would have the energy to enjoy the day with Kay.

My body needs to rest

2009-08-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

The past few days had been making me feel lethargic.
I took an opportunity to rest in more on sunday which i think it failed.
Here i am staring at the brightly-lit screen with music on.
My throat is itchy and my head is somewhat floating, feels like something gawning on my head.
Dinner is back but i've no appetite at all.
I hope i'll feel better tml because i've got lots of marking to do again.
Just received first pay from theng theng though it's quite a small sum!
No more window-shopping anymore!

Sweet Escape

2009-07-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

All is good for her,
but she doesn't want her name to be Burden and Trouble.
Break apart.

Adore and Hate

2009-07-30T14:26:00.002+08:00

There are days that i adore and days that i abhore.
Certainly today is the day that i abhore bcos i'm so freaking tired.
My eyes couldnt stand it anymore.
School is making my day quite bad already,
working might cheer up my day abit,
then at night it's back to,
low low low low.
Lemme get through the day pls.

Cold and Chill and Freeze

2009-07-28T18:50:00.004+08:00

I remembers this and forgets this at the same time.
Sometimes, i get so mad at myself for my failing memory.
It sucks to forget something, especially if it's important.

missy higgins was here

2009-07-26T12:28:00.000+08:00

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

Ms Lin to the rescue

2009-07-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

MacDonalds,
Orchard Parade Hotel,
The Body Shop,
Kumon.

i hope everyone is friendly, including the little kids!
imma happy marking teacher.

Illusion

2009-07-23T13:01:00.001+08:00

These days, i've been on a dreaming marathon. I had different dream on each night.

So dear on the ears

2009-07-23T12:53:00.003+08:00

This early Thursday morning, Wee leong surprised the class with two pieces of good news which personally i feel, brightened up my day and making me happier by some ounces. He mentioned that UT grades looked more promising and we improved, which is definitely so nice to hear that. I need UT grades to pull up my grades too, so that's rly a great relief and it motivates me to work harder. Also, there's no more zoning and stickers! i'll miss the stickers though! There'll be no more rushing or skipping meals anymore! i love today's thursday!

Edit//

the news aint that great exactly.

HOT CASH

2009-07-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

Interview on Friday and heading to bukit timah with kaykay and we want to get employed soon, we want get working soon and we want to start earning but I'm the one who wants to start spending all over again. I don wanna be just a poor window-shopper when i walk pass my favourite shop, nor just touch and go on the accessories that i so adore or always lament to myself that i should save for rainy days for the 8628966352th times. Like what mum said, "it feels terrible having no cash on hand." ; Which i totally am singing in the same tune with my mom. Pls lemme be employed.

SOLAR ECLIPSE

2009-07-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

I like to experience new things and see new things and i'm gonna see singapore in darkness tomorrow!? Totally something new, like a breath of fresh air! Is it rly true that singapore will witness darkness because of some queer scientific alignment of the sun, moon, or earth? Or it's only some countries on the world? It sounds rly exciting bcos it feels like it's the last day on the world.

Sing like a bird, smile like the sun

2009-07-21T19:44:00.002+08:00

Yes, i can prolly sing like a bird and smile like the sun once again because Wednesday calls for serene slumber under the blanket. And, i'm back to blogspot, still more user-friendly as compared to my erm, 2/3 livejournal accounts, which i am totally clueless about the usernames and passwords. Hence, i'm back to blogspot to blog and update. I've just completed MICE UT and PR UT, which is a rly marvellous thing. What's left is perhaps, the assessment of final year report; Which we are going to look through all the possible assessment questions and decide our dress code next Monday. So many things seem to pass by me like a breeze, we have to take another module selection again. Best thing is, the holidays are coming soon. Yes, i said HOLIDAYS!

LITTLEST THINGS

2009-07-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

oh tomorrow is a Wednesday.

A PLACE TO CALL YOUR OWN

2009-07-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

On an island in the sun
We'll be playin' and havin' fun
And it makes me feel so fine I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore

fish spa,
sugar cane with lemon,
your hand,
grilled salmon,
swedish beefballs and
laughter.

TO A WOMAN, SO HEARTLESS

2009-07-12T22:34:00.005+08:00

HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS
HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS

MAN THERE ARE SO MANY TIMES
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING
LIKE I DON'T KNOW NOW

HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS
HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS

OH BEAT IT

2009-07-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BECAUSE I'VE GOT A NEW PAIR OF PURPLE JELLY-SLIP CASUAL SHOES.

UNHAPPY BECAUSE I CAN'T GET THE NEON YELLOW JELLY-SLIP SHOES.

THESE TWO SHOES ARE DESIGNED EXACTLY THE SAME, BUT JUST BECAUSE OF THE COLOURS AND WHETHER IT'S A NEW COLOR/OLD COLOR ON SHELF, THE PRICE IS SO DIFFERENT. A DIFFERENCE OF 30PERCENT.

CHEY. IT'S JUST A DIFFERENCE OF COLOR.

MJ SPINS MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND

2009-07-12T12:22:00.004+08:00

Geez. I'm so awfully bored now. I'm just randomly cherry-picking songs by typing any alphabets into youtube. But, imma happy lass cus' now that i can download songs with my youtube downloader; i'm on the lookout for many catchy tunes to add to my pathetic list of song tracks.

Oh oh hold it baby, MJ's BEAT IT is spinning my head right round, right round, when you go down, when you go down down. I'm into MJ songs. Annie, are you ok, Annie are you ok, will you tell us you're okay. The way you made me feel, you rly turn me on(opps). michael jackson rock with you.

She told me her name was Billie Jean.

But, if you're thinkin about my baby, it don't matter if you're black or white.

Aaawooo.

TURN YOUR HEARTS INSIDE OUT

2009-07-12T11:29:00.013+08:00

Saturday, started with a rly hot day again, then it started to show signs of raining with dark clouds all over. Finally, when we were going to settle our dinner outside at Depot Road, a rather attap house feeling, then the clouds couldn't take the humidity and started to drizzle and pitter patter heavily while we were finally served with delicious food. There were 14 of us and the dining table was very huge. It's just that i hoped there were more food to cater to the tummies of the 14 people, for we were so famished at that moment.

Though i was feeling very cold and hungry outside; but i was feeling warm and complete inside all over. I like this feeling x 100.

waliao, food leh?

She even more hungry than me!

Like some village, where everyone eats together. Under one big roof.

FOOD?!

Looking around for our food?

If the food is still not served, i'm gonna start on my shooting spree.

--FOOD FINALLY CAME AND EVERYONE MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH--

slowly, it starts to dim, and it's time for home.

Sweet dreams are made of all this

LOW PROFILE

2009-07-07T13:34:00.002+08:00

The class opposite my class is always creating alot of noise. Temperature in classrooms is always making my goosebumps stand. Anyway, i just wanna get through the day and finish my rj, sleep and then wake up to a nice Wednesday because there ain't school on Wednesday. I wish to kbox with friends but it seems that it's not gunna come true. I think i can bring my camera out for some light soon.

THESE STRING OF SENTENCES

2009-07-06T16:20:00.001+08:00

"It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh.It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love." And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren't pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away. "

CRYSTAL JADE

2009-07-06T00:07:00.002+08:00

IT'S JUST ME AND GRANDMA, NO THUNDER ARMS.

SEE THE BEAUTY IN MACRO

2009-07-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

A WILTING BEAUTY

A MYRIAD

2009-07-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY HANGERS?

A NIGHT RIDE BY THE BAY

2009-07-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

WE ENJOY THE WIND BLOWING KISSES ON THE FACE AND MUSIC ROCKING THE CAR

CLOUD

2009-07-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT MY HEAD IN THE CLOUDS RECENTLY

A life in his own words

2009-07-05T15:46:00.002+08:00

In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope.
In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort.
In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream.
And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.

QUEER

2009-07-05T15:25:00.001+08:00

I DONNO WHY I CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES IN BLOGGER.

YOU'RE SMILING WHEN YOU SAID WAT U WANNA SAY

2009-07-05T15:20:00.002+08:00

I don't rly like to stay home all day on a sunday. I rather go out and have fun with my cousins and friends, snap some pictures, create a album and then look at all the funny random pictures taken. However, some drizzle on a sunday afternoon would probably be nice enough for snuggling in.

DANCE WITH ME

2009-07-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

Weekends have never been a bore. But it has, at least now, becus my brother and my cousins who would often fill my saturdays with laughter and madness, aren't heading to my gramma house tml. I prolly have to head to gramma house, watch telly and eat at table alone. Usually, we would blabber alot nonsense during eating on table, while the adults will just munch and prolly just listen to us talk crap. It just doesn't make sense to them. I hope that many many of my cousins would be gathering at my gramma hse tml. I don't like feeling empty and lonely inside out.

IN LOVE WITH PAPER, PENS AND MARKERS

2009-07-03T20:40:00.001+08:00

ME AND KAY WENT YEWTEE POINT DAYS AGO. IT'S THE NEWLY INSTALLED MINI SHOPPING MALL IN THE HEARTLANDS OF YEWTEE. I ONLY LIKE THE CHEAP BOOKS AT THE BOOK STORE. AND THE CHEAP BIRTHDAY CARDS THERE.

LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE

2009-07-03T19:50:00.002+08:00

REPUBLIC WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, IT'S GETTING MORE AND MORE RIDICULOUS. THE ZONING ISSUE AND STICKERS. STICKERS ARE QUITE COOL THOUGH HAHAHA. I ALMOST GOT SENT HOME AND BAGGED A PARTIAL GRADE HOME. FIRST TIME I LIKE JESS. SENT HOME BECUS WE'RE SUPPOSED TO REACH CLASS AT 2. 2.05 I STEPPED IN, THE CLASSROOM WAS SO BRIGHT, THE MOMENT I STEPPED IN, JESS SAID: PACK YOUR BAG AND GO HOME. SO, I WAS STUNNED. NO WAY AM I GUNNA GO HOME WITH A PARTIAL GRADE. SHE WAS NICE ENOUGH TO CLOSE ONE OF HER EYES.

IF SUCH PREVENTIVE MEASURES ARE GUNNA HELP, I'LL ABIDE IT. IF NOT, SCREW IT.

MIKE PLEASE

2009-07-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

I SO WANNA KBOX NOW.
I SO WANNA KBOX NOW.
I SO WANNA KBOX NOW.

HOME SWEET HOME

2009-07-03T19:32:00.003+08:00

After months of intensive work and much bonding with the teammates, we've cleared it. Today, has been one of the many times, where i reached home before the sun sets. Normally, reaching home when the sky is alr pitch dark is a norm. Today, is home sweet home for us.

I can take my own sweet time to do the things i wanna complete like: doing facebook quizzes, blogshopping, talk, eat and sleep more hours than the usual. I can shower for as long as i want. I can drag time and spend 2-3 hours typing reflection journal. I have much time to watch telly and laugh on the couch, with nothing significant weighing on my mind.

I LIKE THIS FEELING.

We shall stop time from flying

2009-07-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

Say Hi, to my Little Ms Shy.

Tomorrow i must,

2009-07-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

a. buy my chinese medicine and brew it myself
b. contribute to class discussion(can i remove this? a pity i can't rly do so. damn.)
c. if there's time after fyp tml, gunna play with markers and decor card and flowers
d. (from tml onwards) frequency of takin meals can't be erratic and eat more than a sandwich pls
e. drink more water

A mini flu bug

2009-06-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

I caught a mini flu bug and i hope the every 500ml of warm water is gunna destroy the bug, plus more health supplements to boost my immune system. I want to be free from h1n1, free from bugs and viruses.

My school

2009-06-29T21:10:00.003+08:00

While i logged in to my account to blog, i used the school's email address for students. It reminded me of republic poly. my school is no longer as safe as before. Students are like going against our own institution and the school doesn't seem to be executing much actions to contain the virus that's spreading like fire. whines and complaints from students and parents; how should my school handle all these chaos at one go, and ease the worries of the students? close down the school for a week, and have a break.

Time together is just never quite enough

2009-06-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

Sweet, i'll never get enough of you.

Distance

2009-06-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

I miss hearing your laughter

And all the little things

Forgotten what its like to hold you

Cause where I am right now so unforgiving

Its numbing everything

So close, yet so far

Its tearing me apart

What I would do to be there with you

So close yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You'll wait for me.

smart choice

2009-06-25T17:25:00.002+08:00

Do you call that smart choice or what? Pizza hut is definitely a wiser choice than Delifrance. Why do some restaurants compromise on the quality of student's meal?

I fancy neon lights

2009-06-25T17:16:00.002+08:00

Creating magic in speeding motion

If you smile

2009-06-25T17:08:00.003+08:00

Don't randale and timothy look alike especially their expressions and features?

All but nothing

2009-06-25T17:03:00.003+08:00

It's all but an illusion.

For your pleasure

2009-06-25T16:48:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling quite warm here in the library because I'm having project after school and the sun rays are all over me; sort of like reliving the days during secondary school. Feeling warm not just because of the mild heat but because H1N1 has been the very hot topic among RP and like what the others have been saying; RP is famous again, for the wrong thing though. The news about quarantine of students have been spreading like wild fire and so many students over here are somewhat rejoicing over the issue, hoping we would be the next batch on this quarantine. Just the thought of not schooling, is exciting. The upcoming chalet is making me excited too but right now i'm soso lethargic now.

Awake

2009-06-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

Recently, i've been so slack at school; that i wanna slap myself awake and tell myself to work hard. Not that i'm very extremely slack in school or i skips school. It's just that punctuality is always making me feel rather lethargic in school and school is rlyrly bored at times, that i just feel like being on msn and facebook for the whole day, just clicking and refreshing the screen, looking for interesting comments to comment on.(that's rather boring too though) I want holidays so i can work and earn bucks and so i can head to my usual shopping places with my people.

Before i think about the long holidays that won't be arriving so soon; perhaps i need to slap myself awake first and pay attention in class more.

I opened my eyes and hopes to see food on table

2009-06-21T14:05:00.004+08:00

I'm so damn hungry and a hungry girl is an angry girl. My dad promises food for me and when he's home, he told me he has totally forgotten about my lunch.(how could he!) I'm rly hungry and at this particular time, there's nothing nice to eat especially for a fussy girl like me. Dad offered to share his duck rice with egg with me, but knowing the quality of the food, i rejected him right in his face. I'm a fussy eater and that's a rlyrly bad thing. i want new york new york- my alfredo salmon steak, mussels and cappuccino mushroom soup. i want secret recipe-my grilled dory fish with lobster sauce. i want cafe cartel-free flow of bread with butter.

Immense craving for cheesecake, drinks and free mag reading session at starbucks. i gladly invited my brother for a day at starbucks and offered to treat him eat cheesecake, instead he wanted me to treat him for dinner!(go and die then!) How i wish to have a sister to do all these with me. Plus, i'm so lazy to head to starbucks, now my saving grace's only my mum. I'm pinning all my hopes on her, hoping she would bring back some nice food, like cranberry cheese bun.

Hungry,

It makes it complete

2009-06-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

teach me how to do cheesecake one day.

Drag me to Haha-Hell

2009-06-12T15:31:00.002+08:00

Thursday saw me, kay and meltz team at The Cathay for our long-awaited movie, Drag me to Hell. It was after our project and then we decided to have a break and enjoy ourselves during movies, scaring ourselves out, perhaps it could be some form of stress-buster. (Well, i guessed it certainly did!) Had Aston before the movies, but i still prefer Breeks! :)

Drag me to Hell was a movie full of animation, loud effects and roaring laughter moments. I wanna watch it again because it's rly hilarious at some parts. We had screaming moments, cover eyes moments, holding hands moments and laughed quite alot throughout the show. Nonetheless, it was a rather lame and scary movie i would say. Luckily, we all had sufficient hands to hold incase we would scream at any moment. That's what i adore about horror movies, at some times, it could be unpredictable, so it's always to have a group of friends watching together; the more the merrier. It's a good thing we didn't purchase popcorns or nachos; who knows the popcorns might be flying all around the seats because of shock. We shall catch another horror movie again! :)

Great night, great people, great laughing movie(was laughing my heart out).
Drag me to haha-hell.

Somewhere only we know

2009-06-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Esther doesn't feel like turning in tonight, just feel like staring at the screen and listening to music to let music soothe her inner soul. But she knows clearly that she needs sufficient rest. I yearn for a picnic with people i like and shopping outing with my dearest cousin plus chilling out at cafe now, now, now, now.

Secret Monday

2009-06-08T21:35:00.003+08:00

Monday saw me and kay having dinner at Secret Recipe and food was rather esp palatable today. The dinner set banner was placed outside, big enough to capture our attention. After much contemplation, we settled down at Secret Recipe and finally decided to enter, but no one seemed to be noticing our presence. Even the waitress who was quite near to us, couldn't even bother to bring us to our seats. Upon entrance of Secret Recipe, there was this string of words and i couldn't help but suspect how true that string of words was. It says, "Please Allow us to seat you."(something like that) Judging by our situation, it was more like we bringing ourselves to our seats, so self-service is incorporated in this manner too? Plus, the lady waitress wasn't showing any signs of remorsefulness despite us being so close at her face alrdy. With her stern face, she asked her colleague to show us to the seats instead, as if we were disrupting her work! Nowadays, the service quality of Singapore makes me ponder.

No pictures, sorry, but judging from the name of the dish, it should be able to make you drool alittle. I had Grilled Dory with Lobster sauce and the sauce was great, it was accompanied with cake of the day and lemon tea. Portion of the main course was just nice and it wasn't too oily and the cake of the day was Marble Cake, an award winning one. Of course, this string of words will make me ponder, whether it was rly the case. However, marble cheesecake was rly tasty, soft cheesecake with oats crust, totally thumbs up and portion was good enough for me. kay had her tom yum goong and i rly enjoyed the spicy factor in her soup and the big fat prawns. Oh oh, and her brocolli cream soup was appetizing. Mushroom soup for soup of the day is a bore already. So, brocolli cream soup was a vry comfortable one on the tummy. In a nutshell, dinner ended with a beautiful note.

But, kay caught the flu bug and peeling outbreak after sunburnt. Suddenly, the flu had triggered without any warning. Even the indian cabbie was so concerned too, volunteering to lower the power of aircon, providing tissue and asking her to drink more warm water! Is it because of the recent H1N1 flu that's making him make those sweet comments or is it just me, being skeptical? Haha, o well, i should give the cabbie the benefit of doubt.

Tmr is a long day of fyp and interview, gotta wake up real early. I hope i still have the energy to carry on for next 3 days of fyp; more supplements and vitamins and water and laughter to last me through this short and sweet 2 weeks holiday. Ciao!

(sorry for the lengthy post, doubt i would hv much time for blogging when sch starts)

Peace and love

2009-06-07T15:19:00.005+08:00

I need a quiet and peaceful environment for studying to absorb all possible information, so shut up all of you. Zip lock your mouth, scotch tape your mouth. Don affect my mind, don affect my mood for studying, because it's not as if i am in my studying mood everytime. So this time, i'm lucky. Shut up and leave me alone, if i could have a remote control, i'll mute everything, you, you, you and you! So, shut up. And facebook is seriously getting on my nerves because it's super darn lagged on this Sunday.

I feel like having good food on this Sunday. Hoo!

??

2009-06-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

how long do you think it will last?

what a lavish

2009-06-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

I didn't expect the dinner at night with gramma turned out to be like this. I thought it was a wedding kind of dinner held under the block. But, it turned out to be a 16th birthday celebration for an indian girl. Seriously, i am not familiar, or should i say; i don't even know the birthday girl, but i just went ahead with gramma for, an indian style buffet. Though it was held under the HDB block, but i would say the decorations were suited for this 16 years old girl, very pinkish-like, with really many balloons floating around and i really felt tempted to take some home, but this would be considered too childish of me in my gramma's eyes.

I went there with my gramma and her good buddies. It seemed like we were the only Chinese attendees, certainly, i felt abit awkward, for fear, people thought we smuggled ourselves in and just to grab some free food. Just that, the event could be much more comfortable by installing some fans or smthg which will ensure that attendees won't have to eat and wipe their sweat. Plus, the food there was rather spicy for me to take. However, although spicy, the food tasted quite nice, esp the dessert. A pity, i was too hungry, so no pictures. The birthday celebration was like a wedding proceedings i swear! The birthday girl was dressed up to nines and looked as if she's going to be married off. I don't remember having such lavish during my 16th birthday! haha, anyway, lavish or not, i guess the main thing is that everyone had their share of fun.

Talking in circles

2009-06-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'm now going for a dinner with gramma, not sure of how the dishes will taste and look like; whether it would be too spicy for me, then i would end up eating very minimal and end up popping onto bed with an empty stomach. Sometimes, i don't like the feeling of not knowing what would happen; just like waiting for exam results. Anyway, i'm hungry.

I feel like:

2009-06-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

a. heading out for our photograph outing
b. spending time at Starbucks
c. seeing you
d. having a taste of your cooking skills
e. eating KFC, the creamy shrimps(Yum!)
f. spending money, again
g. killing michelle :)

Thank you

2009-06-06T18:34:00.001+08:00

This is credits to Dalinah, taken straight from her blog, which i feel is extremely true.

"What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good bestfriend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have noanswers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone,or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how manysleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are norequirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with themevery weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matterof opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, notjust through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that youcall when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you whenyou didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming"

-Unknown.

Jumping for joy

2009-06-06T17:51:00.002+08:00

Saturday saw me screaming for help because the weather on Saturday and Sunday is always mercilessly hot and I always never fail to crave for a dip in the swimming pool. I craved for coconut ice blended in the morning and my brother got me the drink. Now, I craved for Facebook but the internet connection just couldn’t seem to get through and I’m contemplating to study for tests on this boring Saturday and my cousin who promised to meet me at gramma house, also left me alone, typing this post. (HAHA, yes it’s you!) Now, I feel like heading out because it’s bored in here on this warm Saturday.Oh, had abit of commotion in the house just now, but it's nothing of the negative kind. I am unsure of it, but sometimes things just happened just because it should happen, without any particular reason to start of with. I don't know how to explain it, is it just superstitious that's playing on our mind or whether Grandpa rly heard our prayers? Let's hope for the best tonight then!

Now, i'm happy that my brother assisted me in finding this spot where i can go Facebook and Blogger. Oh, my aunt bought this porkfloss, from Vietnam, but it's much more salty than the usual local porkfloss. I'm heading out for dinner later and with much anticipation, good news from all 4 corners. Ciao!

Mad on the greens

2009-06-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yes, i think fyp is driving people mad and these 2 weeks holidays is all packed like sardines by fyp, the culprit. I have plans to get tees, exploration of haji haji, need aplenty of rest, time spend with myself, get ready for tests when school reopens and the list isn't exhaustive by the way. Poor time management and disorganization skills i possess, i donno whether i'll be able to get the things i wanted to be completed. Although fyp is no doubt stressing and driving me mad at times, i would still say i've great bonding session with my team as well, webcam maniac was a great avenue for stress-busting and srsly, laughter is the best medicine! An irrefutable truth, no matter you're alone or with your buddies, laugh heartily people!

Had great Kopi session at Kopi Bean with cousins and finally had my camera in the limelight for few moments and we had a roaring good time, laughing again and enjoying the chill-out atmosphere. That night, the drinks were not that satisfying and the pastry was awfully disappointingly dry! It was the company that makes it best though. It was a smart decision to have my camera tagging alone with me. Reached home at around 12 plus and decided to head to bed soon after; but sleeping was a serious problem. I was feeling rly lethargic, my eyes were ready to shut down, however, my brain is still functioning. It was terrible and so awful to not being able to sleep when i rly sincerely desired to! I guessed i had too much fun and i kept hving flashbacks of those moments.

I also realized i needed to find some job lobangs soon, my expenditure these days are getting somewhat out of hand and money is never sufficient. There're so many things i wanna get, but i'm just restraining myself from doing so. Esp so when GSS is right near the corner, my cravings just get stronger each time i pass back those shops with big big big posters, indicating: SALE.

wang cafe

2009-05-31T19:56:00.007+08:00

Yesterday night saw me and kay at Wang Cafe, the cafe which i went with my cousin, and we had simply great eggy times that because we glupped down like around 4 eggs for me and cousin. The egg yolks are simply too delicious, big fat yellowish eggyolks and pearly eggwhites, garnished with peppered and some soy sauce. Perfect. But, kay didnt like hardboiled eggs because it felt like she was drinking her phlegm. (Yucks!) But, those hardboiled eggs taste way better than that, i swear. I felt so satisfied after glupping down the hardboiled eggs.

EVERYDAY IS HOLIDAY!

2009-05-31T13:10:00.003+08:00

Sunday saw me waking up earlier than usual and i got up to take a shower, donning onto my favourite orange boxers. Had my usual queer dream about me taking some science test(It brings back memories, by the way, it's horrific), and i pathetically scored 11/60 for the mcq section,whereas my buddy scored a marvellous 42/60. It felt very real and after witnessing my score, i woke up. I woke up, and thought about the different combinations that i could get from the 4 numbers.

Now, i'm just awaiting for the moment. Please. I need it.

Currently, i'm trying to complete my assigned work for fyp, then i can settle for some less important stuff! And yesterday, was a fun day at Vivo, thought i could get some stuff at Daiso, but the Daiso at Vivo is so disorganized and i knew i had to get something yesterday. But, the length of the queue, the organization and the people there always turns me off, donno why. I prefer IMM's Daiso! A pity, we couldn't catch a decent movie for it was so packed and cus it's the

HOLIDAYS!(plus FYP bonding with friends.)

Wonderful,

2009-05-26T17:44:00.003+08:00

If I fell in love with you
Would you understand me, dear
Love is weird
I colored you a valentine
Struggled just to stay inside the lines
I lose my mind

I really can't believe
I lost myself again

Looking for something crazy
Beautiful love and
nowI'm talking in circles again
Have my love, baby
Are you hungry for wonderful
'Cause I am,
'cause I am

I wrote a song about your eyes
Ate a slice of cherry pie
I cried all night
On the bench inside the park
I'll kiss you slowly in the dark
I'll never stop

I really can't believe
I lost myself again

Looking for something crazy
Beautiful love and
nowI'm talking in circles again
Have my love, baby
Are you hungry for wonderful
'Cause I am, 'cause I am
Baby take me for a ride
Maybe get a little high
In a place we've never been
Time is nothing but a line
We leave everything behind
It'd be so wonderful, wonderful

Lady Gaga,

right now, i'm...

2009-05-26T17:41:00.002+08:00

1. bored stiff, looking for smth crazy.
2. chilled to the bones, yearning for a warm drink.
3. famished, craving for my favourites food craves.
4. sleepy, need my blanket.

warm green soy latte + pillow

2009-05-26T17:16:00.002+08:00

today's lesson was bored and i shall not elaborate on that. As wireless wasnt available at this moment, i had to resort to typing today's happenings in notepad.(flashback:it was like the usual kiddy times where i had a diary.) Class is especially cold and luckily i had my grey warm thick jacket with me to keep my upper part of the body warm. I neglected my lower part and now goosebumps are popping up. Actually, there isn't much happenings just that i am having shopping craves. Unfortunately, my account is still rather empty, so empty you can count the dollars and cents with your bare fingers.That's not important because my pay is coming soon, and soon my shopping craves would be vanishing into thin air!

an especially freezing cold is this tuesday. My brain doesnt wish to do much stuff, so are my limbs. Raining on a lazy sunday would be much more appreciated though. I would rather be stuck at some cafe or Starbucks with green tea soy latte and a mag, instead of rushing through ppt. Ho well, now i'm famished! Thought of grabbing a book to read in sch's library but now my limbs are too stiff too move because it's cold cold cold! Just wanna head for a really warm-warm dinner and home we go; because wednesday calls for an early-bird wake up for fyp.

the upcoming two weeks holidays will be like kit-kat; short but sweet. Yum Yum Crunchy.

I have to...

2009-05-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

1. get sufficient rest
2. be a good girl and head home earlier from tomorrow onwards
3. drink enough water
4. quit talking alot on phone
5. study for ut for hospitality and tourism
6. pray to god to ride me through tml's test successfully
7. stop blushing
8. accept praises graciously
9. love people around me more
10. deny deny deny
11. stay optimistic

Today,

i realized the camera i bought with hard-earned savings isn't really a true dslr. I need a holga to mend my broken heart.

I want to..

2009-05-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

1. skip school n go kbox
2. have ben and jerry ice cream
3. have mango madness shaved ice with you
4. have holidays right now
5. stay 18 years old forever
6. go starbucks for mag-n-drink session
7. survive through this month with just mere bucks in wallet
8. learn a thing or 2 about ukelele
9. have a holga darling
10. learn yoga

this can really keep my boredom at bay!
i'm gonna keep my sunny side up cos
monday's gonna be a nice day.

stage 1 of optimism.

I don want...

2009-05-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

1. to watch horror shows alone
2. to be stuck in a routine, but i'm doing so now
3. to be always in boredom and infecting others with the boredom
4. to go home early
5. assessment, grades and tests
6. to feel sad
7. my laptop's battery to be depleting so fast

stage 4 of boredom.

rubbish

2009-05-11T23:16:00.002+08:00

what's wrong with adults sometimes seriously, their squabbles can get so fucking irritating and disturbing to the ears and thanks for the crude language. Why always squabble over minor things, like the boiling of water? Yes, sometimes parents chide us kids for being stupid, bickering over some stupid issues, and they are replaying the scene in front of us, thinking we are oblivious to it? Yes, kids will indirectly feel not good at the heart there, hearing parents bickering and it's worse when the kids are innocently roped in for the squabble. And there they go, trying to divert the anger at their children.

All humans want is just some peace and love, and the world will go round.

glossy or matte?

2009-05-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

Right now, i'm going through adrenaline rush and going abit cranky with all the huge volume of pictures and i'm running in between 2 different rooms. My laptop sucks because it couldn't seem to detect my dslr memory card, totally don't enjoy this because i'm need to send large volume of pictures to cousins who are nudging me hard for it! You know who you are! :) Gotta take the pics from my brother's laptop then delete then transfer then wait, ohmy, it's an antagonizing process.

I realized it feels different having various people experimenting my dslr, i can feel that my dslr is being loved esp yesterday's mothers day and of course for the nature of fun between me and my cousins. I esp in love with the outcome of pictures that my dslr can produce, it's that crisp and clear effect you see. It sends me thrill down my spine and it makes me love and care for my dslr more and not chucking it in a corner. Seriously, photos are nice memories to keep and when you have flashbacks for these nostalgic moments, it just makes me smile. Flipping through old photos can really have a positive impact on your moods.

Uploading pictures into facebook is another tough feat! OMG. Can someone speed up these technical process!?

going back to the corner when i first saw you

2009-05-08T17:34:00.003+08:00

hollie hollie hollie days

2009-05-08T17:30:00.003+08:00

i'm already counting down to hollidays, however, i'll still continue to work hard for better grades to make up for the other dreadful grades. Yesterday's presentation at Esplanade was a good wrap-up of our site inspection under the hot sunny sun. I'm starting to shun from the sun already. No doubt it's good, but, some things should just be the just-nice portion, esp the sun. I'm motivated to work harder so i can enjoy the sweetness of my holliday. Oh yay.

aloha under the sun

2009-05-08T17:19:00.004+08:00

I get to spend some me-time alone, in starbucks yesterday after a tiring day at Esplanade because risk, security and crisis management module. As usual, the sun was shining down mercilessly; i had to get a drink to cool me down and i got the dark berry mocha frappe. With a mag in my hand and some sips of the drink, time was passing quickly. Starbucks was quite packed with people. I couldn't use my laptop at all, battery was dead too. However, my heart was pounding fast.

Made in indian

2009-05-05T17:33:00.002+08:00

Perhaps her pms is on strike, she practically threw the whole class into a chaotic state because of some rules regarding a short but not sweet debate session. Rules are dead, but humans are flexible right, we shall twist the rules for a day. That's my lovely faci; oh and accompanied by her ultimate powerful ringing effect that might overwhelm you.

Hospitality and tourism module never fails to bestow me with some spinning of headache. I'm glad it's all over! Tomorrow is wednesday again! It's just like a cycle, where everyone is looking forward to wednesday. We only know tomorrow is wednesday, the rest of the days are practically routine. I'll continue to work hard though, lol.

School's doors seriously suck! Because they are locked all over. Totally pissing me off, because cannot go lawn and enjoy the sunshine.

Take things for granted

2009-05-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Time, is a much needed entity in year 3. I wish for more time to be dispensed to us, but time is always ahead of us, i try hard to catch up with it, but often it led me to becoming breathless and tired at the end of the day. Indeed, i'm feeling so lethargic and my head's spinning a little. I hope i'll get better by tomorrow for i gotta battle against the ringing effect from my facilitator, (by the way, it's really powerful i tell you, the ringing effect.)

I had too much time in the past, to dilly-dally, silly-sally, but now, time is so important that we had to do our Powerpoint as fast as possible, sometimes it might lack some quality but we couldn't help it. Nevertheless, i want to try to work at my best; display higher level of participation, elaborate further, write more quality rj and ask more questions. Now, time is a much precious entity that one shouldn't waste.

Subway's on its way! Work harder tomorrow!

Where do i go from here?

2009-05-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

I tendered my resignation letter to bodyshop awhile ago. Abit unwilling but it makes not much a point just hanging on to the job when i can only work like one week once. Although the 50% is really tempting but i gotta move on right? :) Let's all move on!

Tomorrow is monday, which spells terrible; simply because it's a school day. Gosh, i gotta start loving school, instead of tagging dreadful names like 'school is a sucker' to it. I really gotta buck up and pull up my socks, like seriously. This year, the facilitators are more critical, more heartless and demand more from us simply because we are year 3. Sometimes, i feel it's good because it allows us to grow and learn more, and force ourselves to just present without a laptop, without notes. At times, i lament to myself; like the grade was not what i expected. However, i guessed i didnt try hard enough then.

I need some tight slaps, wake up.
I am a YEAR 3!

not so hot a saturday.

2009-05-02T16:12:00.002+08:00

this saturday is not that hot that it makes people scream. Last saturday was a terrible, horrible day. The giant spotlight that was smouldering up high in the sky. It was a merciless act on the sun i remembered. A really hot day on last saturday.

Finally, i had my resignation letter printed out at my aunt's house. Nicely printed out. Oh btw, lunch was too much for me to digest. The food came up near my throat, made me wanna vomit. I had lunch at Kaari Family, it was beauty curry with pork patty and rice, with soup and ice lemon tea. It must have made you wonder, what's beauty curry? It's just curry with yoghurt and vitamin c, it sounds like a weird combination, but it really tasted of abit of yoghurt! Not a really nice option if you crave for curry suddenly.

Money! :(

hollie rollie pollie

2009-05-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

No doubt today's a holiday and nothing beats just staying at home, searching for pictures, snacking here and there. But, it's like something is missing from all these.

bangles mangles fangles

2009-05-01T13:41:00.002+08:00

Labour day is love because there's no need to attend school.

Now, i crave for some desserts.

Apple strudel i so miss.

Lazing on a friday,

is not bad.

sandwiches can buy love

2009-04-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

Today, we raced against time, rushed for food, rushed for presentations, rushed for briefings but i still managed to have 2 sandwiches in between breaks. Many a things were done after a fashion, had to upload the worksheet and purposely left the last question unanswered because facilitator was rushing a little. Just hit the upload button, don't care already. Nonetheless, presentation still went on quite smoothly and rj was completed before i went to bed.

Anyway today is bad bad day for me. Once again, expenditure was too much on that day and it caused me to be a bloke today. Only $4.12 in my account and i cannot wait for my next pay to be in my account. The feeling of no cash in the account really triggers my insecurity, as if i have nothing to depend on. Though i still have something to depend on. Anyway, i spent my last few bucks, like only pathetic 2dollars left, on a milk tea, because i had no more water to drink. And almost got caught! No money really dampens my mood, made me moody and sad. What a day, i hope labour day will get better for me. A lot better please. I think i need to bring my digi cam for a walk by the park, get some sunlight and fresh air. I think i need some fresh air too. School is such a sucker, sucking all my energy away.

Need to grab a mag to pass time, a drink to sip, and some nice, relaxing moments alone. Sounds familiar, "Starfucks."

wednesday is loves

2009-04-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

Seriously no school on wednesday is love. No chanting from facilitators, no pdt to complete, no presentation to complete and there's no need to rush for food and gobble down food and no evaluation to be done and certainly no rj to complete. Speaking of rj, my forgetfulness had to jeopardize my grade. Daily grades are stained, so ugly. Forgetfulness is a sin.

Anyway, new york new york is a nice addiction. I enjoy the feeling of having plates of food surrounding me. Dutch baked mussels, 6 pieces, were certainly sufficient to fulfill my desire towards it because an icon, "gotta have it" was stamped beside the item. Well, cheesy and mussel-ly are the words to describe it. Plus, Pasta with Grilled fish on tomato sauce was quite a palatable dish too and all these food made me so full and happy. Perhaps too happy, fleeting emotions led me along in a series of shopping sprees. First on the list, Cotton on. I bought quite a number of stuff and it was finally i decided that if i continue to loiter at the mall, there would be no end to my shopping spree. Finally, i decided to head home and suddenly, i felt that i just had to clear up the mess in my closet and i just did.

All these happy things are here to stay for awhile, and yet, my period had to come on this stupid day. I beg for the weekends to come soon once again.

Grades

2009-04-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

Irritating, it's those grades that ocassionally irks me. The more i desire, the more i couldn't seem to reach out to it. Darn.

see-saw

2009-04-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

It was unexpected, of course i didn't see that coming. I never thought i had to decide on this. I wasn't as keen as mustard previously, but now it all seems like a fantasy, maybe too fake to be a dream, too true to be reality. Puzzled huh? Yes, it's complicated i guess. However, now, i m into it and i guess there's no turning back now. How should i broach the subject?

And tomorrow is monday, of course, time flies and soon the weekends are gone with a blink of the eye. School blues are kicking in already and i seriously hope the formal code of dressing would not be implemented and we can still wear slippers and flip-flop around in school, with the image of SOH still intact. Though i see a glimmer of hope only, well, all i can say, is cross my fingers!

An end is a new beginning

2009-04-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

Perhaps finding a new job that will continue to intelligently entice me, excite me and keep me motivated in working. After for a somewhat close to a year in bodyshop, of course, the things that i would be missing most would be my friends there, some lovely products there. Saturday, which is going to be tomorrow would be my very last day and i had to produce a resignation letter, which unfortunately and lazily i have not done so, because i've been facebooking and blogging, didn't know these would be addictions because i once was an anti-facebooker. Times change, and i guess, people do change, of course they do.

School seemed to have taken a toll on me! I'm so tired after school and school really sucks and being a year 3 sucks too. All the stupid rules and code of conduct and no more casuals, no more slippers, no more shorts, no more sleeveless. My world is crashing, because i'm quite a fan of casual wears. Formal wear sucks! I guess more silly rantings are bound to come if you gonna continue to linger around my blog. Guess my pms symptoms are acting up, everything just irritates me, i don't feel like talking and i'm going to be like a mad girl within myself for a few days.

surprises everyday

2009-04-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether to be mad at you or mad at your silly friend. What a suggestion, "swopping partners". What the hell is that suggestion, why on earth would anyone provide that silly suggestion, unless they aren't serious about relationships. No matter that suggestion that you put through is a form of "testing" or doubt towards me, i suddenly have a new perspective towards humans. I just feel somewhat sorry for your friend. I hoope she wouldn't get hurt. You surprised me too.

so much for year 3

2009-04-21T17:43:00.002+08:00

Rantings and rantings are all you might hear if you happen to brush across some year 3 students. It's quite a horror when i come to speak of it. Only 2 days, and i feel lethargic! Lecturers are more than ever naggy, they echo the same tune, day in and day out, the usual rules and regulations, about the "image" we are supposed to be stuck with. We don't even have much time for break and all our break periods are heartlessly turning to study periods. Yes, it's like i feel we are always rushing through out food, no time for snacks, 7-11 is gonna lose abit of money from year 3 students, probably for this coming week, there's no time to snack on chocolates and sweets! Powerpoint slides were done in a messy way too, everything just seemed so disorganized for this week, hoping it's just for a week. The lecturers can really lullaby me to sleep and often i can hear my stomach making noises. I believe this situation where hunger pangs attacking doesn't apply to me only. Oh well, at this rate, i'll be reduced to bones. I'm so glad tomorrow's Wednesday. At least no school, no hunger pangs, no PowerPoint, no chanting from lecturers, no rush. Wednesday'll be oh-so-fine.

what a fool

2009-04-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i don't know i should laugh at myself or slap myself and say i'm stupid to continue like this or just ponder or just remain puzzled about it or just ask what's wrong with me? Haha, i really got no clue.

what a fine day

2009-04-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

Friday's afternoon was spent meaningfully, excitingly, pleasantly, all in an eggshell, with great accompany of friends and erm, free flow of drinks and some tasty creamy chocolate ecclair and haha, not forgetting a cutie guy who provides the instructions to play games, we had all the fun at Pitstop Cafe. Just that, it's really quite humid at Pitstop and me and tim were busy fanning ourselves upon reaching at Pitstop.

I really do feel like an idiot at times, a sucker for understanding instructions. The staff could explain, but it just seemed that i couldnt really always get those instructions but was more interested in the fashion mags. Nevertheless, i still can enjoy all the games and my favourites are the 'snatching the bone' game and the 'animal calling' game. All the shouting and heart-pounding and scream and shrieks and laughing, ahh, friday has never been that good. Overall, Pitstop is still quite a place of serenity, a place where you wanna relax and unwind and have some great laughing moments with friends.

After that, i went bugis village with Shan and i must really thank her for accompanying me to find my desired vest, which is like searching for a needle in a haystack because there're simply too much stuff there. I was determinded to find the vest, but it just seemed to be playing hide-and-seek from me. In the end, i settled for dinner with Shan with a lethargic look, as if i had just fought a battle. I was very 'gek sim' and didnt really feel like going home without getting what i want for the day. I headed to lot 1 and finally found a black vest, though not really the denim vest that i searched for. Nevertheless, at least i felt better, being able to get what i wanted at the end of the day. And, i feel i need to get a trim for my hair, to snip off some frizzy hair so healthy hair will sprout. And that's what i learn from fashion mags. And oh school is starting like so sooooooooon! :)

Going somewhere

2009-04-16T11:31:00.003+08:00

Shopping has always been so tempting, beckoning me to go out of the house and just shop till my heart's content but it's just laziness who is constantly playing a fool and makes me just wanna slack at home until i have to report to work later at 6.

There are times you need people to motivate you and to do things better, with more vibe, maybe shopping falls into one of the categories and that one just needs some shopping khakis. However, there are also moments where i enjoy being alone, the feeling of you enjoying everything by your own could be quite a pleasant sensation. I especially love enjoying time, watching it pass by at Starbucks. The arty farty mags there, fashion mags, furniture mags that never fails to interest me and if there're nice places to pop by, i would pen them down. That's why i always have my pencil box and a notebook in my bag. Of course, the drinks that complement the peaceful mood at Starbucks. My favourite is vanilla frappucino, because of its milky flavour which made me go ga-ga over it.

The only thing that is quite bad, if your laptop runs out of battery, you gotta pray that plugs are available for you, not that there are many though. That really dampens the mood of mine abit. Not forgetting, the Starbucks at my area is not as spatial and seats are really not that many. Of course, there are many imperfections in this world. It's the very cosy, enclosed space at Starbucks that make me wanna linger on and just watch the world goes by.

whatcha up to!?

2009-04-15T17:09:00.004+08:00

These days have been busy like a bee, mostly spending time serving customers, in bodyshop. I thought i would feel awkward/uneasy when serving customers, but it just got better anyway/anyhow. Previously was fyp, fyp, fyp, but we have it all under control and what should be completed are already done and thus we are having a holiday meltdown from fyp. Plus, this friday, there's a class gathering and we will all be heading towards pitstop cafe for fun games and fabulous food! I've been browsing the website for the pitstop cafe and the food looks quite appealing and it's really making me hungry. I can't wait for friday to come. I can't wait for monday to arrive too because i'm missing my friend too. And, i realised indeed that we cannot judge people by its cover, not that i'm unknown to that of course. I don't know whether this is against the norm or totally mad, i'll just see how it goes, and let nature takes it course. I just hope i'm not too indulged with it. Ok, no doubt these days have been busy, but shopping never leaves the mind of a girl. I just love shopping for acessories. Plus, there are so many shopping malls bubbling out, just the lack of time to go visit them and shop till my heart's content.

tampines no.1

2009-04-09T13:05:00.003+08:00

Tampines No.1 is open for sales! Heard that it's gonna be a mild deja vu of orchard road and i'm so boredboredboredboredboredbored. Recently, Lenka's songs have been my playlist, if you will to like, you could spin the song, "The Show" or "Trouble is a Friend". I'm so sleepyboredtired, i want some excitement. byebyebye.

random updates at this random moment

2009-04-09T12:47:00.002+08:00

many of my friends have been moving around, from blogger to livejournal and i'm forever so lazy to tag them in the new account. Forever lazy, the clothes in my closet are all like piling up like mountain in a really unkempt manner, i want a maid. I've no intention to pack it neatly yet, because i know clearly that after a few days, the situation of my closet would be just the same. So, the mindset is, "why bother?" I'm plain lazy, help. I'll snap a picture of my closet some time later. And dogs humping are rly quite scary, and i've got a taste of it.

How to satisfy

2009-03-25T16:05:00.003+08:00

Tell me how to satisfy my tastebuds and my stomach! I'm really getting hungry every minute! And why is this so, are there really worms in my stomach? I really craving for food now now NOW NOW NOW!

Yesterday I was at Bukit Timah Food Centre and i almost had my fill. Almost, but i didn't. I had curry rice with chicken, it was nice, thick curry just opens up my appetite. I just needed something sour and spicy at that moment. After curry rice, i had ice kachang, but it wasn't nice at all, and i had difficulty getting the number of spoons(plastic spoons) i wanted. Brother's prawn noodle tasted really good, and i requested to get a serving of that prawn noodle but i was rejected by Daddy. I'm hungry can! I'm hungry! I'm not sure whether that's the after effects of eating too many passionfruits, but i'm always craving for sour and spicy food every now and then. But, all is fine still, constipation is having its holiday! Digestive system is doing fine, as long as i don indulge in too much food when i'm too happy.

It just feels like i'm handicapped because hp bill has not been settled by mum yet.

i have a dream, a song to sing

2009-03-22T12:41:00.004+08:00

It was a tough decision. Cost was not the only hindering factor, the choice and maybe the brand was one of the considerations i had. I was rather skeptical towards other brands too. But in the end, with some push and tug from my team leader, tim, we got our way through his bitchy style of haggling. I sought his help because it's really dangerous if you got that 'chop carrot' face. The battery life ended after some work. My cousins played with it, snapped whatever they like. We were all trying out the camera's functions and it was all fun trying to figure out the settings together. I need to get batteries for my darling soon.

I have a dream,
a song to sing.
To help me through, with anything.
You can see the wonder,
of a fairytale.
.....
...
..
.

here are some of the fun-fun and play-play pictures we had.

we won't melt under the sun

2009-03-17T17:35:00.004+08:00

oh yes, there's timothy, our leader, and us the little girls aroud him celebrating his birthday with an element of surprise and some little conning here and there to make sure everything is right and logical. So that this witty(and bitchy) boy don't find anything weird. Pleasant surprise indeed! Also, FYP meetings have been intensive and long. We have friends who travelled back to meet us for some updates and dinner also after their attachment. There's also event security exhibition coming up, more meetings to come. It's just the beginning. i'm sure we can all perservere.

overdose

2009-03-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

Too much passion kills the fashion.

No longer is the apple the healthy and cool thing to eat for your daily dosage of fruits and vegetables. Now, passionfruit is the 'in' thing and passionfruit is my passion! I've never been so in love before, in a fruit. Like what they say, it's termed passionfruit because it made many of the different flavours to fall in love with each other and the combinded fragrance is indeed what made this fruit so attractive. It's sour, yet sweet. I'm drooling and yearning for another round of passionfruit again.

"Fresh passionfruit, with its yellow polka dotted flesh, brings together flavours of different fruits and makes them sing a different song, adds an exotic tingle to individual fruits or makes a salad come alive."

Fun facts!

The passion fruit (or passionfruit) is:
-Low in Saturated Fat, Cholesterol and Sodium
-High in Dietary Fiber, Vitamin A, Vitamin C and Potassium

The nutritional value and health benefits of passion fruit makes it ideal for:
-Maintaining optimum health
-Weight loss

Fruit for thought, does it really help weight loss? No wonder, i am not feeling the urge to munch, tummy not so active. But, 4 passionfruits okay right? High in fibre, it will help in my constipation then. Denise leok, you might be in love with passionfruits!

Not sure whether the above are really facts, but, i'm going for another round of passionfruit, to relax.

butterflies and houseflies

2009-03-13T19:02:00.001+08:00

if there's a butterfly fluttering its wings in sight, i might wanna catch it with my net.

heaven makes sport of humans

2009-03-13T18:37:00.002+08:00

Yeah, i might not have sufficient exercise this loooong holidays. Nonetheless, heaven shouldn't have done that; it shouldn't have make sport of humans? Guess, that's its forte! Headed out to Republic School to meet FYP team mates and estimated time on the wrong side and i was late. But, my team mates more powerful, later than me! HAHA. So, since my empty stomach is protesting, i shall settle for breakfast, which is yong tau foo, in school while waiting for mabel and timothy.

Then, finally they appeared, i realised, stupidly, i didn't bring my laptop's adaptor! And within 30minutes, my laptop died on me and i walked to ITRC to borrow an adaptor. Silly me, they wouldn't have such services of loaning an adaptor right? Anyway, i walked back and timothy said i could borrow a laptop, so i walked back to ITRC to get a laptop, so dumb, (not that i'm very smart, lol.) Then, i came back with the laptop, thinking it would work and problem is solved. But i typed my password for the 9535425207th times, it just wouldn't budge. So, i walked back to ITRC to get another acer laptop. This time, a heavier acer laptop. And i really hate walking around, especially walking to the same location over and over again. I took the shortcut, which was nearer to the table to meet timothy and mabel, where there's still sliding door. And i donno wth why, the sliding door went on strike, it couldn't move at all, much less slide! Ah. Then, i had to walk a big round back.

FYP went alittle off tangent, as in we went cranky and crazy today. It was fun and feels quite good to be back in school again, with mabel missing Republic W1 canteen's western cusine and timothy, with his heavy flavour of vinegar in his ban mien. Timothy, get a hold on your jealousy! :P Today, we completed quite a fair bit of stuff, with Timothy pulling me and mabel back to serious matters. While, sometimes, we might be abit miles away, playing. Ah, nonetheless, we are doing fine. We are heading home soon! :)))

I think i had a not too bad workout for my legs.

Just for laughs

2009-03-09T19:11:00.003+08:00

Well, if the sun ain't shining on you today or you have monday blues or you woke up on the wrong side of the bed, no matter the left or the right side, or you're just feeling down in the dumps, or maybe you love cheeky kids, you can click on that link :))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kYWgbv0Nng

It wakes me up

2009-03-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

With my laptop around, there's always this feeling that overwhelms me. I just wanna drown myself in ellen degeneres and tyra banks' show and songs. Like just leave me alone, like i've set a boundary, just me and my laptop. Especially when the weather is so nice and comfy, grab a pillow and hug and fall asleep on my laptop. Well, that's rather impossible for me though.

FYP meetings are the only thing on the list that's keeping me awake. At least, i'm heading out, doing research and not rotting around. I'm the secretary for our team. There's a certain degree of difficulty because most of our team mates are under attachment. It's rly tricky to get everyone together on a day! By the time we all meet up, it would have been around 8. Yes, many hit the sack when they reach home because they still have work on the next day.

Tuesday is fitting.
Wednesday is Sentosa.
Thursday is the shoot.
Friday is FYP meeting.
Next Monday is FYP meeting.

I need more chicken essence! :)))))

Happy Snaps

2009-03-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

Don't know whether i really make that cut, but i'll just go for a try and enjoy myself.

Yes, it's cliched, but yes indeed we live life only once and might as well enjoy it, do whatever it's right, do whatever you think you would like.

Yeah in the future, i might have to be an events planner, but i'm gonna suck at it anyway, because i'm studying for such a diploma. But, i am liking photography, just like auntie misshell.

oh well, who knows what would happen in the future. my neighbour won't know, my mother won't know. even my auntie misshell donno also. precisely no one really knows exactly. Yes, it's this air of ambiguity and secrecy that make things and life interesting.

It's the very first time, okay, no doubt i would be nervous and worried.

The thought of it excites me.

hello victoria secrets.

2009-03-08T12:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Big R and Small R came. Small R looks like a fattyish meaty porkball and he's still growing and now weighs 8.4kg. Small R is always looking around, gazing at people moving around the house with his oh-so-look-like-marbles eyes. His marble-looking eyes and his fat cheeks are what stops the people from moving around and there they go again, pinching his cheeks, giving him smooches on his cheeks. We always joke about Small R's legs, how we would always threaten to cook his pig's trotters! Small R can now flip and turn around also. I was babysitting Small R and had to carry this 8.4kg baby, much more than a 5kg packet of rice. He wont't allow me to put him down and would torture me with his cries. I hate it when they cry, omg. Sometimes, Big R gets overwhelmed with jealous that it's like Small R is the limelight. Babies can be adorable sometimes.

And i am now in love with victoria secrets! hello victoria secret.