Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Supposedly,
No problem statement, no pdt, no presentation, no questions and no journal to write for today because i skipped school, shh. I guessed my mama was not aware that i was sleeping away at home. Maybe because i was sleeping on the upper deck of double decker bed, that's why she didn't notice my presence. And my gut feeling tells me she's gonna screw me if she knows i skipped school just cause' raelene won't give me an A. So, i intend to hide and hope she goes out soon. God knows, i hid on the upper deck for 1hr, perspiring because she thought that i went out for school and off the fan, close the windows and pull down the curtain. -____-

I immediately got up to shower after she finally decided to go out. And decided to meet mabel to do professional profiling together at lot one. I dunno who thwarted the plan, but we ended up shopping at cotton-on and eating at Sakae Sushi. Professional profiling? We didn't relly do much for pp today. Ohgosh. I shall not go out to do pp for there're so many distractions. Plus, we succumbed to temptations too easily, with no self-control! Nonetheless, me and mabel still got leggings for ourselves at cotton-on. And i paid around 17bucks for my library book fines. So not happy for that. How could someone ever owe so much for library books! Me lor.

yeah, i skipped sch today.
Signing off @ 7:56 PM


Monday, July 28, 2008
relax arh.
I am quite relaxed tdy though there are 2 tests tml, one in the morning and one after class. I've already decided to give up on law module, which consists of problem 1 to 12. I've not downloaded it and i think i'm gonna die. I even went for mini shopping with my mishee, went to cotton-on and wanted to buy smth, but ended up somewhere else, well at least i bought smth! And a thought struck me, i popped into Popular and got myself a wordsearch book and a pink highlighter. And now, i would have smth to cure my boredom whenever there're long and draggy train rides!

cross my fingers hoping i'll get over tml tests!
Signing off @ 9:23 PM


Sunday, July 27, 2008
to another 8 people.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz.

These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. How has blogger changed your life?
Nothing much actually though it's a channel to express thoughts, happy/sad. Though there's always a part of me holding back, not to express much when i'm relly unhappy. I'm a closed book.

2. Do you daydream and if you do what do you usually find yourself 'dreaming' about?
First and foremost, i love daydreaming to the bits! Because it's daydreaming, you can dream of anything you want. As for myself, i usually daydream about having lots of money for shopping sprees. (about getting back with my ex. But again, i think i rather stay single.) And i especially love daydreaming when i'm at a cafe, because it's a very nice, serenity feel.

3. What do you want to be when you grow up?
When i grow up, i want to be a career woman. I think career woman is a person who's financially strong and capable, at least that's what i think. lol.


4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Paris? Or a beautiful island with jade green water flowing, where the water is so clean, you can see all the marine life swimming by happily. It's a very carefreeeeee feeling.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
I think i'm more of an introvert. I don't really speak my mind most of the time, i'm rather mindful of people's perception and i don't really like it myself.

6. What is your opinion on eating meat?
I think it's normal, i love sweet and sour pork especially!Heh! But nono to unusual meat, like rabbit, dog or eeeeeee.

7. Do you trust easily?
50/50.

8. Choose between thongs or g-string?
I never really know what's the difference, but take all this away from me. Yucks! waliaoEh, that dennis! LOL.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
professional professional! UT grades.

10. What is your worst quality?
Procrastination, laziness.

11. What is happiness?
I can't really define happiness, because i think there can be alot of things that make me happy. maybe some things as simple as buying something i like or when i feel good about myself.

12. How do you hope to see yourself?(Esther changed it.)
I hope to see myself as a sunshine, bubbly and a person for my friends and family whom you can laugh like crazy together.

13. What do you wish to change about yourself?
I want to get more fleshy and of course, my laziness and procrastination too!

14. What do you think about sex?(Esther changed it)
Erm, i think sex sounds disgusting and painful.

15. What would you do if you won the lottery?
Treat my family to dinner and share my happiness with my loved ones and not forgetting mega shopping spree!

16. Would you rather be in a happy marriage and poor or a bad marriage and rich?
I'm going for the bad marriage but rich. If i'm in a bad marriage, then settle for divorce. At least when i'm rich, i can buy something i like, and find someone better.

17. Before you go to sleep, what do you usually think about?
Happy and unhappy thoughts and what to wear for the next day. hah.

18. Where do broken hearts go? (Someone changed this)
Just like Dee, i think that broken hearts go to a sanctuary to revive and it definitely takes a while for them to be revived. But sometimes, broken hearts can never be healed, but will have to live with it.

18. Do you believe in fate?
Yes definitely!!

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
NONO! I said already i think sex sounds painful and disgusting to me! NO!

20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?
If I were them, I would name me "Birdie maxie"! HAHAHA, i shall be the laughing stock of the class man!

The 8 people!


1. Lizhen
2. Mabel
3. Kimmy
4. Sue
5. Michelle
6. Chunyi
7. Denise
8. Dee
Signing off @ 8:08 PM


It has finally come to an end.
This calls for a mini celebration. We have got over with the business plan finally. Now, I can focus more on pp and the upcoming 2 tests in 1 day. ( As if I could.) Just imagine problem1-12 for law module. How can I ever finish studying for law module. Though I completed my studying for project management, just ain't sure whether I have got the gist of it and i'm questioning my level of understanding towards it. Cross my fingers that i'll get over all this soon, and hope my body system don't break down. But ofcourse, not to get too stress, some fun element is still needed. Just so love my class.




Rock on. Stay strong!






Signing off @ 12:34 AM


Thursday, July 24, 2008
girls out loud.
I'm aware of this late post.

went to bugis with mab, zozo and lychee to bugis for dinner and shopping spree! As usual, we had a hard time making decisions on what to have for dinner. Everyone was like so famished but the prices for steamboat restaurants were rather expensive. We wanted to scrimp and save as much as possible, for we wanted to spend more on clothes, at least that's what I desired! Ha, for lychee, perhaps she would love to spend more on food. Finally decided on this hot spicy girl tian tian huo guo.

I would say the variety of food was minimal. I was setting my sight on meatballs instantly once I realized only meatballs was the best-tasting balls among the rest of the food. So, started to gouge myself with meatballs and was crowned the meatball queen for that night. Thank you thank you. Oh yes, I would prefer seoul garden too, lychee! so many types of chicken to choose from and bbq and ice cream galore! Feeling so bloated, we finally stopped eating and decided to start shopping and we were so excited that we shrilled in joy when we were nearing bugis. It's normal lol. Then, we stopped by J.Co for donuts. Abit too sweet, but J.Co has this nice grassy hub which is sheltered from the crowd and I would love to chill at the cafe some time.

Money's rollin' , and there'll be commission for next month, let's cheer!
BOO, 2 tests in 1 day, what's this nonsense!?
Signing off @ 10:18 PM


Sunday, July 13, 2008
what's happening?!
ohkey, damn, i'm losing concentration.
I'm losing control of what i'm doing.
Should have invest time in doing profession profile,
but my mind is just drifting and drifting away from this.
I hate it when i'm distracted and,
My concentration has such a short life-span.
how i wish i could turn back the clock each time i reflect on my conduct.
"why didn't I do this? Why did i waste my time?"
I could haved done more research for pp,
revise for tests,
read books,
and whatever shit needs to be done.
And I feel so dreamy and sleepy that i can doze off soon.
Focus, birdie.
Signing off @ 3:26 PM


Tuesday, July 8, 2008
She's full of nuts.
Pheeeew, another tiring but happy day. I rushed to home by taxi, shared with my girls, then went home to change clothes after eating waffle. By the way, the waffle mix of blueberry and butter is so hot and nice! Then, after nice waffle and some milk, i'm off to go for work under the blistering sun. Oh how much i hate the sun at times, oh well. And finally, I can earn commission and I can learn how to do cashing! I can be a cashier already after 6 months! I've slogged my guts out for 6 months. And it's all worth it. I love fiddling with the POS machine, when manager was allowing me to touch the screen and to learn bit by bit, i was smiling secretly and happily to myself at the screen, i'm so happy i can touch the screen because the cashing system is a touch-screen system. Now, i can key items on my own!




(: passion, bring it on, sexy violette.




I'm starting to get abit cranky nowadays on msn, not so much in real life. Pls pardon me, my friends, who have had got the taste of it. Ahlalalallalalalala. good game, i have not touch abit of the project management ut tml.



Done by my jiejie. (:
Signing off @ 12:08 AM


Saturday, July 5, 2008
The Body shop.
After much struggle, i've finally been working for The body shop for the sixth month. I want give myself a pat on the back because i job-hop quite frequently, like each job would last me 3/4 only months the max. Even my family are taken aback and astonished by my achievement and congratulated me.

I have finally reached the 6th month and i can earn commission just like anyone of them there. The longer hours i worked, the more commission i can earned. so happpppppy! Finally, there's something that spurs me to work longer and that means more shopping can be done. oh great. Of course, not forgetting my friends for supporting the body shop, go green! like gina, zoey, mabel, timothy (and special thanks to timothy's maid), lishi, and etc. (:



rock on, guys. ROCKERS OF E65N.
btw, a great happy birthday for zozo.
(:



Signing off @ 7:48 PM


this is E65N.

with seemin, loll, at the side there, candid.
and dear weishan as our photographer! (:
lovely people.
Signing off @ 12:30 PM


Friday, July 4, 2008
we love E65N.
oh time came by and told me it's flying off to another place.

Time sure flies, and give it 5 more weeks, it will be in another place. republic's practice, to change class every semester. This brings about a gamut of emotions of uncertainty, fear and insecurity definitely. Because we are meeting new faces and new environment. And new modules for sure.

Nothing to say about the DIEM package they had for us specially. I just wanna say again, i relly hate financial planning.

Gladdened, that i chose arts appreciation as my elective. I relly had a struggle with this because of many contributing factors. Follow your heart. It's sucha easy thing to say, but relly hard to do it sometimes. I relly wanted to follow my heart and choose something i like, something i long wanted. In the end, i chose what i wanted, and not what i needed.

Follow my heart,
and i did it!
I did it.
Signing off @ 12:13 AM


Wednesday, July 2, 2008
still contemplating.

arts appreciation.
or,
human resource management.
It's a big headache and a dilemma.


Signing off @ 9:42 PM


Tuesday, July 1, 2008
in deep thoughts.
arts appreciation or human resource management?
arts appreciation or human resource management?

ahh. These's seriously driving me to nuts.
Should I go for interest/relevance to diploma?
Wants/Needs.
I want art appreciation.
but i need human resource management.
this is killing me, arts appreciation/human resource?
2 more days to make a final decision.


Shed some light.

personally, uncertainty avoidance index for me is high.
but the world is fraught with uncertainties.
So, i'm gonna die lor.
-___-
Signing off @ 11:07 PM


the fries and burgers.
It was a rather rest-less journey home today with sue, not that i felt tired/sick going home with her. ha. Primarily because of the screwed-up law ut3, and it was so random, shamla suddenly announced that we had to read up on P10 too, just read up and she had just uploaded into the workbin last minute-ly. And we all threw dumb-founded, shocked, scared and watever in shock faces to her. Indeed, uncertainty avoidance index in Singapore is high. No more of such last minute, we can't take it la shamla. Especially for law.

): ohwell, the 3rd round of tests is down. Time to take a little break.


Me & sue in macdonald study study and laughing. It's like reliving our secondary times, when we had O'levels. We always come to macdonald to study, but ended up eating and playing. See, how studious is she. wa, her head bigger than laptop.


Signing off @ 8:41 PM