I felt relly bushed yesterday after at least 10 hours at plaza singapura thebodyshop atrium sale. It was so bustling and the worst thing is when customers asked the same thing over and over again, and you would have to repeat what is this facial wash for the 6758220382th times and it was so torturing for my throat, but staff were rather nice, some quite bitchy though. Was asked to stay back and help, but all i did was to squeeze my body under the wagon and try to place all the stocks nicely and name those boxes. Rather easy job though. But all these made my whole body ached. Really aching. But i'm soso glad my parents were here to fetch me home, i was really bushed ah! I'm so glad that i did not lose my voice either. Atrium at psp was relly scary, this would be the only and last to be at psp atrium, but it's fun though because i feel a sense of achievement when i was able to convince them to buy and to provide them with the information they wanted, so it was a great feeling, and fun. Body aches.





how i wish i am free from sales figures, time, customers and everything and everything.
that would give me ample time to savour my 'language of sycamores' and others,
i would sit in starbucks and sip and see the world go by.
i would allow the wind to blow kisses on the face,
and watch the dancing of the leaves,
what a seemingly perfect day,
as if all worries and thoughts are gone like the bubbles that fly up the sky.
give me time to laze, daze and gaze,
goodnight stars and moons.

seriously, nothing can be perfect. No days can be all happy and easy. Some days are so sucky, you would wish it was just a bad dream. Well, indeed, today sucks abit. I need large dosage of laughter, crazyness, sillyness to keep me alive and motivated.

oh yes, i'm enjoying my holidays, some days are spend dawdling at home watching olympics, blogging, professional profiling, and some days are spent working at thebodyshop. Life's preety simplistic like this huh. I love this kind of life. I am waiting for my 18th birthday and wonder how am i gonna celebrate with my loved ones. And I asked mum to bring me to clubbing on my 18th birthday. Hah, i must have been dumb to bring this up to her. She must have been dumb too, lol. I knew she won't want to bring me there, neither do i wanna go with her to club. hais, i am so bad, i just wanted to get a reaction from her. And she just yes, she would bring me to clubbing on my 18th birthday, hah, as if she would. I wonder what's in stall for me when i turn 18, just thinking about turning 18 excites me. i hope i have a happy day with loved ones on my 18th. Hee.

ping pong darling LEE JIA WEI couldn't make it for her perhaps, last bronze medal at the 7.30pm match with world ranked no2 guo yue. It was sucha a big pity because she was so well, though she lost the first match. But pitting herself, a world no6, against a world no2, it's considered a great feat by jiawei! It was relly adrenaline rush seeing her clenched her fist, signifying her victory and yet seeing her tears again when she relly wanted to win a medal for spore, but alas, failed to do so. She teared, and she must have been real saddened by her failure to win a bronze for herself and for spore, for, she might be leaving the ping pong stage already. She really has fought really good just now! Don't cry, lee jia wei!

gone were those days when i had to drag myself out of bed and get on trains, so packed like sardines. Life's much more relaxing and there's no need to rush to who should bathe first or whether your grade would be deducted by half a grade if you're late. Now, it's just the awaiting of test results, new class, new modules plus the excitement of knowing who's your next sem classmates. And soon school is gonna start, before it starts, i'm gonna go for mega shopping spree and start working hard for grades again.

Seems like an impending rain this morning. Had big breakfast for breakfast, and mum is nice to buy breakfast for me and there's soya bean drink, piping hot. But because there's no school, there's not much worth in waking up so early. so, whenever i finally get to push myself to get up, big breakfast becomes cold breakfast already, but i still finished the scrambled egg, the meat and the muffins which i used to detest I dunno why. though it's just taste like bread, and i could eat 6 slices of it at a go. spread with butter and spoonful of sugar, i'm ready to gobble down the roti. But, now i finished almost everything, except the hashbrown which i now detest, oily and yucks when it turns cold.

yes, pp is all over the mind of republic students, call it whore, irritating, stupid, or whatever, republicans seriously dun like analyzing ok! let's finish this report and poster quickly and we'll be done with this, jiayou republics.

I realized I could just fill my stomach with a cup of drink for the whole day, without feeling the pangs of hunger, can save alot huh! Mum gave me $10 so I think I should pamper myself for a day and decided to jio my mishe for lunch at lot one, usual. And usual, long john silver. They had their wraps. I ordered mango fish and i'm loving the hint of sweet mango with the crispy yet soft fish. She had her shrimply cheese because she treasures her life. It was very cheesy for me the other time, so i told her only if she loves cheese as much as she would treasure her life, then she should go for shrimply cheese. nonetheless, i'm fan of LJS's shrimps, it's tangy and full of the shrimp flavour.

After lunch, we walked around and she decided to get a facial wash for herself. She said eversoft made her skin ever rough and so i gave her some advice and hope her skin condition gets better after that. I stopped by mini toons for my favourite sugary sweets and entered cotton on. Even though i'm penniless, i just can't resist the temptation. There were new stocks, ! but i just touch and go, cause i know i'm comin back when my pay is out, and this month's pay gonna make me happy, because of commission and if the event's pay is out, i tell ya, it's time for celebration and jubilation!

Yays!

this year's olympic registers various glorious moments of athletes and needless to say, it ended singapore's 48 years of long wait for a medal and we're now ranked 59th, !, out of hundreds of country. For sucha teeny weeny singapore, i must say our singapore team has done us proud, especially our ping pong team right! and be in awe of the amount of money they'll get for winning us a silver medal. and not forgetting our swimming babes who has done remarkably well.

and micheal phelps, 8 golds in a single olympics games and still counting, there's a -- bolts guy who was the fastest man in the world for the running event and china's first gold in gymnastics, and many other record-breakers, cheerios to these people, who've been so strong and resilient in their course of achieving their goals.

olympics has been exciting, especially the adrenaline rush when watching intently at our ping pong team, all their gruelling trainings must have been paid off. Was intending to continue on my pp, but i couldn't take my eyes off feng tian wei. She's oh superbly good, baby.

ping pong's new darling

Oh great, long-awaited holidays are finally here! Just had E65N chalet and it ended on a beautiful note, just abit shocked to find 2 more longans in my bag after unpacking all the dirty linen. It's due to the longan fight we had when I realized longans were in my bag, then i threw it out, and that sparked off our 5mins longan fight. Not forgetting our night spooky trails, our games which relly made me feel like i'm an idiot, all these what MRT, Can I buy this buy that games and the swish and the whoop made me so confused and so retard, hence i ended up doing forfeit with shan and meiqi. It was fun though, playing games in a big circle in the silent night. Plus, our wild pictures, all the music getting people hyped up. So fun!

Holidays=PP. Here comes my motivation. It comes and goes and recently it has stayed on longer than usual, i want to make full use of it and complete my PP asap, as my advisor emailed me to hand up asap too. It's a good time to complete PP, to wind down abit and reflect on my grades, sigh, i could have done much better. I've got my interview to be done too, survey still contemplating whether or not to go ahead with it, another gathering to settle, work work. But, work might be a channel for me to relaz too, dunno why. I go crazy easily at work and it sortof make me feel less tired and stressed up. And work brings in money and speaking of money, it's rolling in quite soon, and it's time for cotton on, mabel you there? (:

meanwhile, i want to read more, try photography(before that needa get a camera), i wnna try baking muffins(before that have to get an oven), enjoy life more(before that, need more money too),

and I miss Thailand.



teach me how to save money. At the rate i'm going, i'm going to spend every penny of it and i'm going be so broke and broke and broke. Tell me how to save, give me tips. Even my brother is aware that i spent what i earned. Though he seemed nonchalent about us, hmm, he's quite observant sometimes. But the pot is calling the kettle black. He, himself spends more than I do, perhaps that because he earns more, but gor where're all your money? Or he would claim he got save, i never save. I couldn't imagine my brother nagging away, yakking like a duck king. heh. He won't be able to read this post anyway and so i'll be fine. And now every 28th is like salvation to me, because that's when i received my payroll. And by the early/mid, i'll see like a few penny left. Wonderful distractions are all over, how can i infuse self-control. Any tips? heh.

My heart aches within from missing you,
My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
If I could gaze upon your smile,
For just a little while,
To know that you miss me too,
As I'm thinking of you,
To hear the sound of you breathe,
Knowing you'll never leave,
To see you walk up to me,
Then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling,
And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone in my office tonight,
And pray that somehow this all turns out right,
never been one to do more taking than giving,
I'm not well off but I work hard for a living,
I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime,
who would have thought,
That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain,
For I've seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it's my choice to make, I'll never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time,
And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart.



today, penguin came in E65N to announce something, it was rather abrupt and many of us are taken aback. He said it was due to some differences, well we knew deep down that it has something to do with the marking of attendance and number of As to give. There's a flaw in these school system. Why cannot we give everyone A if every one of them deserve it? Even if voicing out opinions is also wrong? What's the world coming to.

I want to get a new phone.

while I was listening to this crazy frog remix version, these image were once again pictured in my mind. We were sortof like making our classroom into a clubbing ground by blasting music and with ocassional hot dancers, heating the dance floor, like choe, mish, mabel relly trying to keep her dancing cells at the back, weishan, (caught you moving up and down hur!), dennis moving around like snake and trying to make his heart pop out. And dennis was seriously into making our classroom into a clubbing spot. He switched on and off the lights as if he controls the disco lights and it's real silly but hilarious.

I think it got everyone hyped up, plus we have got a treat from Prem, I suddenly realised KFC can taste good sometimes. Photo sessions, cameras snapping as usual, got lotsa pictures to pile up man! I'm lazy! Unglam peektures are the trend in E65N, e65nians love going around snappin people's unglam moments! ): But it's funny though, laughing at other peoples' unglam pics. Opps.

I think at that moment the music is on, lights are off, everyone feels like dancing, hah, everyone is shy. Happy Birdday dear lychee.

I can't imagine our class going for clubbing, how fun and interesting can it be. Can I be 18 right now? Now.

This is a rathering interesting animation of the song, "close to you".
This is the link: http://www.vex.net/~paulmac/carpenter/lyrics/close_to_you.html



whenever you encounter negativity, bear this mind!



People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.

yeah, I'm skipping class for project management tomorrow. Majority of E65N would be skipping and will be partying at Seoul Garden at Taka, feasting and enjoying time together before this semester ends and poof, another new environment and new faces we have to get used to. Just contemplating about this, makes me excited. Imagine a day without school! Hooray! I'm excited about tomorrow. I can't sleep.

Anyway, class for sales management ended early and so we slacked in class and left republic around 5plus. Snack at kopi alley but gosh it's so humid and timothy was sweating profusely. We walked around and around and around finally thinking we have covered all shoppable areas and then decided to get back home. The feeling is nice, just walking around with friends, though we din relly get anything but its that feeling of slacking, nothing much to worry about, (except maybe pp and worrying about QF being unhappy.) so it's a happy monday after all.

wishing all mondays would be like this.

it's a video, depicting how australians treated animals. Please be kind to animals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0S3S1_kPQE

It's 1210 now. And I was still thinking of doing pp, and sometimes wonder how come i can do my blogging stuff and friendster and spent so much time on blog-hopping and changing the colors. Whereas, for pp, the lifespan of my patience is running low yet again. And, i still have my make up on. I am done for the day, finally going to wash up and rest my head. My laziness is so irritating, how?

Got this nicey emo song from dalinah, which i've loved so much.

Let's try to remember these days back in December.
Our lives were very different, I was lonely when we first met.
A small upstairs apartment, driving through the darkness
To get back home before they knew you were even gone.
You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat.
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink.
You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love.
I always know I'm not enough to even make you think.

EB understanding test's down and it's nearing the end, jubilation! It was a nice but scorching friday. Hence, we(lychee, mabel, zozo) decided to head down to causeway for relaxation and because we are so free after school. We went to kopi alley to have abit of snacks and drink. zozo and lychee had their peanut pancake and their beancurd. While me and mabel ate cheese and choco chopped nuts thick toast respectively. I dunno why, but i felt that the taste is slightly unfriendly to my tastebuds?

But shopping is still the acclaimed number 1 thing to do after eating. Oh yeah, girls just can't stop shopping. And recently shopping is like an addiction to me. I have almost utilized all my last month's payroll. I don't feel happy if i don't get anything by the end of the day. i'm happy today, cause' i bought striped shorts for home wear and a skirt with dear lychee. Temporary happiness though, hah. But sad because i wonder how am i gonna survive with that bit of cash for the rest of the month.

ohno, i'm cash-strapped! I got the number of tuition agency from zozo and i think it's like quick bucks! I guess when i'm sick and tired of TheBodyShop's fragrances, makeup and customers then i shall consider job-hopping again. (Aww, no more 50%. hahaha.)

people, take gd care of your health ohkey.

my daily dosage of laughter and craziness, thankyou e65n.

Yesterday was outing with some of last semester class W24H and went to town for dinner at Sakura. And I must say it's rather costly, and there goes my 30bucks. After eating, then slack and walk around cineleisure. So, reached home around 12plus and i left my hp at home and so when i got back i got a tongue lashing from my parents. And left myself feeling so sian and hurriedly when to sleep cos i loathed nagging sessions.

I wanted to skip school again but thinking back, i have 3 fuckin' Cs and 1 X and ugly UT grades kept hovering around my mind and so here i'm in school, for my daily dosage of craziness and laughter, hoping i feel not so down and tired and my laptop seemed to start getting cranky, restarted for 3 times. Ut is ending soon.

Prem decided to have discussion and no presentation. Yeah.