The title is supposed to meant Happy Malay New Year. Selamat Hari Raya to all my malay friends!

DOUBLE HOHAY! I have finally finishing redoing my pp because I think I definitely need to reorganise everything and i'm glad that i did today. Everything is done, just awaiting for advisor's approval, crossing my fingers. Oh, and it's so nice to just stay home and listen to music and completed my to-do list for the day. Okay, that reminded me of the trip down to plaza singapura. See, told you, it's maybe! I had my ass on the quite comfy roller chair for hours, reworking on pp. Clean forgotten about plaza singapura. Gosh, i'm getting ever so lazy. Nonetheless, I'm gonna have dinner soon and dessert shall be mudpie ice-cream. I miss green tea mc flurry still.

Hohay! Republic is having a non-school day and how good is this. To just stay home and enjoy the silence, the wind blowing kisses on my face and melodious music surrounding me. The wind is so nice today that I thought of flying a kite. I have never tried flying a kite! Oh oh, nano-chromatic is out of my list and brother's list. He wanted me to pick the zen x-fi. It's even better than apple ipod touch. It has Wi-Fi, but I don't use that. 16GB?! How am I gonna utilise 16GB? Isn't it too much for me. I think I'll go plaza sing today, lemme just say, it's maybe.

Hmm, nano chromatic is 249 for your information, not 149. How I wished it was 149, I might have the energy to head to IMM to purchase it without hesistation. I wanted to go to IMM to take a look at the nano but i was so lazy. Brother wanted to buy for me, but he doesn't seem to be in favour with the design. Maybe it slipped off his mind, that I would be the end-user! Timothy got himself the RED nano chromatic, and it's damn gorgeous, with his name engraved on the back. It's super super super slim, I would say it's a great design and I'm loving it. My heart is itching for it even more, after I saw timothy's nano chromatic. I want one too.

So nice.





I told him my birthday is approaching and i'm very interested in the IPOD nano-chromatic with its new design and features. Because, I have this fetish for slim, small and sleek things. And, nano chromatic is exactly what i yearned for. I boldly asked him to buy for me and he said yes, with quite a serious tone. He asked the price, and I told him it was around $149. He said it was okay ah. I wonder if he really meant what he said. ! Anyway, look at nano-chromatic in banana colour, frog colour and candy pink colour.

I love my bathroom, it would be perfect if it's bigger and if there's a bath tub. I always enjoy warm shower whenever I feel restless after school, and sometimes I can bathe as long as 45 minutes. Suddenly, I realized I might be rather stressed up cos today my hair strands fell loose more easily. I wonder if stress was the root of problem or the scalp that's too oily. That's where all my hair strands go. Into the 6 holes.

PMSSUCKSPMSSUCKSPMSSUCKSPMSSUCKS.
PHONESUCKSTOO.
SCHOOLSUCKS.
SUCKSUCKSUCKSUCKSUCKSUCK.

Hello Rayden!












A handful of projects coming up, still reworking on my professional profiling and reworking process sucks. I should also restrain myself on such negative thoughts so I could be motivated to complete it as soon as possible, because there's still the poster that's bugging me, yes, it's a nuisance. Art project shall be about nature photography, shall bring along my noob grandvision camera to try experimenting about nature photography. Was doing some research about the basics of photography and chanced upon this blogsite that has pictures of his 2 little girls. Excellent photo shoots, I must say. If you like pictures of babies, please don't hesitate and click on my 3rd link on the affliates section. Calling for mabel and ali-shan, tag team baby lovers.

Silence, unmoved and rising,
Silence, unmoved and sheltering,
Silence, unmoved and permanent,
Silence, unmoved and brilliant,
Silence, broad and immense like the Ganga,
Silence, unmoved and increasing,
Silence, white and shining like the Moon,
Silence, the Essence of Siva.

- Sivavakkiyar






I guess i'll need to take a while to remember 4 classes, sometimes I don't even bother to remember because I just don't bother lor! I don't like! Lucky, there's zinc fangtai who is in the same class as me for 5 days. Currently, school is still rather bland because it's just the foundation being laid. B syndrome appearing again.

A number of projects are coming up. I have an arts project for my arts appreciation, PP poster and a project for events logistics. Glad that PP was just submitted last night and thank you mabel so much for teaching me the APA style of citation. Let's all have "approved" on the screen and proceed to do the poster.

No school today and was rather happy. heh heh heh. I had my medical appointment and I got a shock. Thought I grew shorter, but realized it was just some error. Then, there were these 2 trainees in the room too, guess they would be the future doctors. And suddenly the doctor asked them how do you grow shorter. One lady said, "osteoporosis." It's like so sudden and it feels daunting. It just sort of like brings me back to o level/sec/pri school times where the teacher tested students on the spot, what happens if you can't answer? lol, random. The trainees should be smart enough if not they won't be in that room, being trainees.

I miss shopping alone.

once again, happy happy birthday to denise. It was so fun and rather surprising birthday treat and i'm sure denise is overjoyed over this 18th birthday of hers. Yeah she's not crazy, but just a little unwell.

E65N continues to be together, and sometimes I contemplate, how long will this go on. I hope it will go a long way, for it's really hard to bond when you jump around 4 classes, especially so with people of different mindsets, frequencies, just so different from the previous class. A lack of security and familiarity and closeness. Plus, the class is always so dead, especially so when the silence fills up the cold room. It feels suffocated, so dead, so dead, so stressed, tense, just like being caged in a room with no sunlight. This was especially so on first day.

Not forgetting these empty vessels who never fail to fill up these silence pockets with their crap. Glad that E65N still stays this way, we went back to E65N classroom to cut denise's mango cake and the moment we stepped in, (yes, still that stench.) guess we all felt the feeling of E65N coming back to us. Laughter and everything. The feeling/spirit of E65N wrapping me up makes me feel better. E65N still the best.

Took lots of crazy peektures with cousins on saturday. And after a day of overnight with khakis, it was fun fun fun, laughing at people's kepala basar, chatting, chilling, eating, playing cards. These nights have been so fun, happy to hang out with clique. In love with shuffle and tectonik.

First day in class and I don't like it already. Perhaps it's just that first day, first day always like this mah right. Class was rather dead and quiet. The air was so intense and stressing. It was like caged in a box. Only when out of the class, I feel alive. EEEEERRITATING AH. We had 9 slides and 2 girls including me and 1 guy. So we separated slides to do. "Ok, you girls do 3 slides, then i do 2 slides." That's what the gentle-man said. And he contributed like shit. Lucky it's for one day, but we all say 1 day is enough to die. How about 4 weeks with the same team? Met up with E65N and so happy to see them all. Still the best. Tomorrow is arts appreciation and oh glad. Hope tml will be a better day and time to complete pp report soon and i definitely need more rest. Someone rub salt on my ulcers, pain pain pain.

2 nights out and out! Gathering with pri school friends this year was the bestest ever. This year most people turned up and we had lunch at this green on earth cafe at beauty world. After lunch was pool at century and pool skills still sucked. Never like those coloured balls anyway.

It seemed like the night didn't end there. We went all out to celebrate our annual gathering and it's a so great thing and so fortunate we're still contact with each other. We wanted to go clubbing but monday rarely is clubbing day, nonetheless we still went ahead with plan, and of cos ended up with disappointment. Silver was not opened on monday. And we cabbed back home. Not ending yet, we cabbed home to rest for an hour or two and we met each other at 1am. We sat on the bridge and chatted and chatted, supposedly to end at 3.30, but we chatted till daylight! Some scandal revealed. A sheep in a wolf's clothing.

There was this girl in our clique that had a rather big head. And we made her our source of entertainment. Some of the outings we wanted to cancel her out, but realized that might be a good idea cos she gets too irritating and talk big too much crapped and nonsense too much. Mind your head.

If that was not enough, we had breakfast at mac and i'm sure that mac breakf is cranky. It made our stomach churned juices and it was so uncomfortable and horrible. After breakfast at mac, was death race movie at cathay and left 4 survivors, the rest either went home or school. It was indeed draggy in the first part, they were so tired that they spent 6bucks sleeping during the movie. But the movie was quite nice and thrilling. After movie, was bowling and asked the rest of the clique out again. These 2 days made us all happy and real happy that we're sure we're gonna meet up asap. I'm so looking forward to this friday lah, meeting again, best friend.

damn ulcer, i hate ulcers. damn.

I'm not supposed to get up at this time, but thanks for that sms of yours, now i'm loudly awake and i guess i can't get back to my serene slumber. This few weeks have been a working week for me but as usual had a roaring fun time as i was seemingly addicted to role play, depicting sales advisor and a customer, a stupid one. Sometimes, a handful are indeed abit dumb, so we try to make some laughter out of it to kill some stress bugs away.

Having 2 days off from work is good and maybe working on wednesday may not be a bad idea since it's the first day of school, would everyone be nice and say hello and talk and crap? Maybe not. So i shall jus treat working on that day as a sweet escape. heh! Maybe I'll need to work on every wednesday- to escape. To Really ESCAPE.

Yeah, aunt and mum got breakfast for me, all this trivial little things made me feel life can be as sweet as strawberry too. And did i mention i popped onto bed yesterday like around 3am? It was exciting cos i've never been home so late! and parents dun really yak and nag the next morning. Well, now i think it's really convenient to have a car so you can go to any corner of spore. You people should catch 'Forgetting Sarah Marshall'. Especially so if you're 18. Though i'm not 18, but they didn't check, so i was so glad i caught another real hilarious and funny and some touching bits movie. catch it catch it catch it. And after movie was beancurd eating at geylang, beancurd was too soft for me though. ! anyway, we toured around geylang and you know, what the streets are notorious for ya. Yeah skimpy skimpy, real skimpy. Alot of guys littered on the streets.

Gathering with pri school hommies and yes we're still contacting.
Happy teachers day.