Wednesday, December 31, 2008
hello 2009!
I'm gonna wear my party hat and get ready to invite 2009 into my house! I gonna use my poppers to scare everyone!
Signing off @ 5:53 PM


goodbye 2008 hello 2009
Yeah 2009 is approaching. But I donno why it seems like 2008 is so closely attached to 2009 that it feels like it's nothing but just another day. I just hope 2009 be a smooth-sailing year for me and most importantly to be healthy. I hope Big E stop having his big escape to Bangkok. Is thailand his home, or singapore? In the toughest times, home is still the safest place to go. I hope Big E balances out his time for friends and family. He's putting too much importance on friends, I think. Rarely see him at home, or attending gatherings with us. Small E is always indulging in his Dota. What's so fun about that? Right now, he's clicking clicking clicking, battle with his friends. And he's so . Okay, they should be doing on their own reflections, Not me. Haha. Of course, I hope to regain my freedom as a teenager. My life, stop playing hide-and-seek! Nonetheless,

Happy 2009 world!
Signing off @ 3:57 PM


Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Influence

Little nyonya was my family's(okay, maybe not for Big E) daily dosage of peranakan culture. I love their costumes and beaded shoes and how capable are the ladies, being able to devote their whole life to a kitchen. And it reminded me of my aunt, who is always able to whip up dishes for the whole family. It suddenly struck on me; who is going to take after her when she's like my grandmother, not as strong anymore to cook? Not me! I hate the smell of garlic and I remembered my younger days, when my aunt wanted me to help to cut the garlic, but the smell always overwhelms me, that I would cover my hands with plastic then proceed to cutting it. Phew. But still, I like the process of cooking, eating what I cook. That's what you called, self-achievement? It was a total enjoyment especially on Monday, because it's on television for 2 hours and commercial breaks are really irritating particularly. Holidays are making me feel so dead. But tomorrow's xmas party will make me alive. A-L-I-V-E.
Signing off @ 1:19 PM


Sunday, December 14, 2008
I can't fly.
I've stopped updating for awhile because I'm not motivated to do so. My blogskin motivates me. That's why i need to change my blogskins often. Hmm, just a little update. School holidays are in! But I'm quite at a loss at what to do because holidays are quite long. Maybe not at a loss, but practically nothing much I can do because of my ailment. Let me out. If i had barbie dolls, i would probably wash their long, blonde hair, change their clothes for them and wash them from head to toe. Ah, I'm going mad. I'm in need of entertainment at home. Plus, I've been wondering for weeks and trying to prove that my 6th sense is right. Geez, all this wondering and thinking and trying to find an answer is making me short-tempered. And the constipation feeling is back to attack my intestinal tract. Asshole la.
Signing off @ 9:41 PM