once again, happy happy birthday to denise. It was so fun and rather surprising birthday treat and i'm sure denise is overjoyed over this 18th birthday of hers. Yeah she's not crazy, but just a little unwell.

E65N continues to be together, and sometimes I contemplate, how long will this go on. I hope it will go a long way, for it's really hard to bond when you jump around 4 classes, especially so with people of different mindsets, frequencies, just so different from the previous class. A lack of security and familiarity and closeness. Plus, the class is always so dead, especially so when the silence fills up the cold room. It feels suffocated, so dead, so dead, so stressed, tense, just like being caged in a room with no sunlight. This was especially so on first day.

Not forgetting these empty vessels who never fail to fill up these silence pockets with their crap. Glad that E65N still stays this way, we went back to E65N classroom to cut denise's mango cake and the moment we stepped in, (yes, still that stench.) guess we all felt the feeling of E65N coming back to us. Laughter and everything. The feeling/spirit of E65N wrapping me up makes me feel better. E65N still the best.