Today, we raced against time, rushed for food, rushed for presentations, rushed for briefings but i still managed to have 2 sandwiches in between breaks. Many a things were done after a fashion, had to upload the worksheet and purposely left the last question unanswered because facilitator was rushing a little. Just hit the upload button, don't care already. Nonetheless, presentation still went on quite smoothly and rj was completed before i went to bed.

Anyway today is bad bad day for me. Once again, expenditure was too much on that day and it caused me to be a bloke today. Only $4.12 in my account and i cannot wait for my next pay to be in my account. The feeling of no cash in the account really triggers my insecurity, as if i have nothing to depend on. Though i still have something to depend on. Anyway, i spent my last few bucks, like only pathetic 2dollars left, on a milk tea, because i had no more water to drink. And almost got caught! No money really dampens my mood, made me moody and sad. What a day, i hope labour day will get better for me. A lot better please. I think i need to bring my digi cam for a walk by the park, get some sunlight and fresh air. I think i need some fresh air too. School is such a sucker, sucking all my energy away.

Need to grab a mag to pass time, a drink to sip, and some nice, relaxing moments alone. Sounds familiar, "Starfucks."

Seriously no school on wednesday is love. No chanting from facilitators, no pdt to complete, no presentation to complete and there's no need to rush for food and gobble down food and no evaluation to be done and certainly no rj to complete. Speaking of rj, my forgetfulness had to jeopardize my grade. Daily grades are stained, so ugly. Forgetfulness is a sin.

Anyway, new york new york is a nice addiction. I enjoy the feeling of having plates of food surrounding me. Dutch baked mussels, 6 pieces, were certainly sufficient to fulfill my desire towards it because an icon, "gotta have it" was stamped beside the item. Well, cheesy and mussel-ly are the words to describe it. Plus, Pasta with Grilled fish on tomato sauce was quite a palatable dish too and all these food made me so full and happy. Perhaps too happy, fleeting emotions led me along in a series of shopping sprees. First on the list, Cotton on. I bought quite a number of stuff and it was finally i decided that if i continue to loiter at the mall, there would be no end to my shopping spree. Finally, i decided to head home and suddenly, i felt that i just had to clear up the mess in my closet and i just did.

All these happy things are here to stay for awhile, and yet, my period had to come on this stupid day. I beg for the weekends to come soon once again.

Irritating, it's those grades that ocassionally irks me. The more i desire, the more i couldn't seem to reach out to it. Darn.

It was unexpected, of course i didn't see that coming. I never thought i had to decide on this. I wasn't as keen as mustard previously, but now it all seems like a fantasy, maybe too fake to be a dream, too true to be reality. Puzzled huh? Yes, it's complicated i guess. However, now, i m into it and i guess there's no turning back now. How should i broach the subject?

And tomorrow is monday, of course, time flies and soon the weekends are gone with a blink of the eye. School blues are kicking in already and i seriously hope the formal code of dressing would not be implemented and we can still wear slippers and flip-flop around in school, with the image of SOH still intact. Though i see a glimmer of hope only, well, all i can say, is cross my fingers!

Perhaps finding a new job that will continue to intelligently entice me, excite me and keep me motivated in working. After for a somewhat close to a year in bodyshop, of course, the things that i would be missing most would be my friends there, some lovely products there. Saturday, which is going to be tomorrow would be my very last day and i had to produce a resignation letter, which unfortunately and lazily i have not done so, because i've been facebooking and blogging, didn't know these would be addictions because i once was an anti-facebooker. Times change, and i guess, people do change, of course they do.

School seemed to have taken a toll on me! I'm so tired after school and school really sucks and being a year 3 sucks too. All the stupid rules and code of conduct and no more casuals, no more slippers, no more shorts, no more sleeveless. My world is crashing, because i'm quite a fan of casual wears. Formal wear sucks! I guess more silly rantings are bound to come if you gonna continue to linger around my blog. Guess my pms symptoms are acting up, everything just irritates me, i don't feel like talking and i'm going to be like a mad girl within myself for a few days.

I don't know whether to be mad at you or mad at your silly friend. What a suggestion, "swopping partners". What the hell is that suggestion, why on earth would anyone provide that silly suggestion, unless they aren't serious about relationships. No matter that suggestion that you put through is a form of "testing" or doubt towards me, i suddenly have a new perspective towards humans. I just feel somewhat sorry for your friend. I hoope she wouldn't get hurt. You surprised me too.

Rantings and rantings are all you might hear if you happen to brush across some year 3 students. It's quite a horror when i come to speak of it. Only 2 days, and i feel lethargic! Lecturers are more than ever naggy, they echo the same tune, day in and day out, the usual rules and regulations, about the "image" we are supposed to be stuck with. We don't even have much time for break and all our break periods are heartlessly turning to study periods. Yes, it's like i feel we are always rushing through out food, no time for snacks, 7-11 is gonna lose abit of money from year 3 students, probably for this coming week, there's no time to snack on chocolates and sweets! Powerpoint slides were done in a messy way too, everything just seemed so disorganized for this week, hoping it's just for a week. The lecturers can really lullaby me to sleep and often i can hear my stomach making noises. I believe this situation where hunger pangs attacking doesn't apply to me only. Oh well, at this rate, i'll be reduced to bones. I'm so glad tomorrow's Wednesday. At least no school, no hunger pangs, no PowerPoint, no chanting from lecturers, no rush. Wednesday'll be oh-so-fine.

Sometimes, i don't know i should laugh at myself or slap myself and say i'm stupid to continue like this or just ponder or just remain puzzled about it or just ask what's wrong with me? Haha, i really got no clue.

Friday's afternoon was spent meaningfully, excitingly, pleasantly, all in an eggshell, with great accompany of friends and erm, free flow of drinks and some tasty creamy chocolate ecclair and haha, not forgetting a cutie guy who provides the instructions to play games, we had all the fun at Pitstop Cafe. Just that, it's really quite humid at Pitstop and me and tim were busy fanning ourselves upon reaching at Pitstop.

I really do feel like an idiot at times, a sucker for understanding instructions. The staff could explain, but it just seemed that i couldnt really always get those instructions but was more interested in the fashion mags. Nevertheless, i still can enjoy all the games and my favourites are the 'snatching the bone' game and the 'animal calling' game. All the shouting and heart-pounding and scream and shrieks and laughing, ahh, friday has never been that good. Overall, Pitstop is still quite a place of serenity, a place where you wanna relax and unwind and have some great laughing moments with friends.

After that, i went bugis village with Shan and i must really thank her for accompanying me to find my desired vest, which is like searching for a needle in a haystack because there're simply too much stuff there. I was determinded to find the vest, but it just seemed to be playing hide-and-seek from me. In the end, i settled for dinner with Shan with a lethargic look, as if i had just fought a battle. I was very 'gek sim' and didnt really feel like going home without getting what i want for the day. I headed to lot 1 and finally found a black vest, though not really the denim vest that i searched for. Nevertheless, at least i felt better, being able to get what i wanted at the end of the day. And, i feel i need to get a trim for my hair, to snip off some frizzy hair so healthy hair will sprout. And that's what i learn from fashion mags. And oh school is starting like so sooooooooon! :)

Shopping has always been so tempting, beckoning me to go out of the house and just shop till my heart's content but it's just laziness who is constantly playing a fool and makes me just wanna slack at home until i have to report to work later at 6.

There are times you need people to motivate you and to do things better, with more vibe, maybe shopping falls into one of the categories and that one just needs some shopping khakis. However, there are also moments where i enjoy being alone, the feeling of you enjoying everything by your own could be quite a pleasant sensation. I especially love enjoying time, watching it pass by at Starbucks. The arty farty mags there, fashion mags, furniture mags that never fails to interest me and if there're nice places to pop by, i would pen them down. That's why i always have my pencil box and a notebook in my bag. Of course, the drinks that complement the peaceful mood at Starbucks. My favourite is vanilla frappucino, because of its milky flavour which made me go ga-ga over it.

The only thing that is quite bad, if your laptop runs out of battery, you gotta pray that plugs are available for you, not that there are many though. That really dampens the mood of mine abit. Not forgetting, the Starbucks at my area is not as spatial and seats are really not that many. Of course, there are many imperfections in this world. It's the very cosy, enclosed space at Starbucks that make me wanna linger on and just watch the world goes by.




These days have been busy like a bee, mostly spending time serving customers, in bodyshop. I thought i would feel awkward/uneasy when serving customers, but it just got better anyway/anyhow. Previously was fyp, fyp, fyp, but we have it all under control and what should be completed are already done and thus we are having a holiday meltdown from fyp. Plus, this friday, there's a class gathering and we will all be heading towards pitstop cafe for fun games and fabulous food! I've been browsing the website for the pitstop cafe and the food looks quite appealing and it's really making me hungry. I can't wait for friday to come. I can't wait for monday to arrive too because i'm missing my friend too. And, i realised indeed that we cannot judge people by its cover, not that i'm unknown to that of course. I don't know whether this is against the norm or totally mad, i'll just see how it goes, and let nature takes it course. I just hope i'm not too indulged with it. Ok, no doubt these days have been busy, but shopping never leaves the mind of a girl. I just love shopping for acessories. Plus, there are so many shopping malls bubbling out, just the lack of time to go visit them and shop till my heart's content.




Tampines No.1 is open for sales! Heard that it's gonna be a mild deja vu of orchard road and i'm so boredboredboredboredboredbored. Recently, Lenka's songs have been my playlist, if you will to like, you could spin the song, "The Show" or "Trouble is a Friend". I'm so sleepyboredtired, i want some excitement. byebyebye.

many of my friends have been moving around, from blogger to livejournal and i'm forever so lazy to tag them in the new account. Forever lazy, the clothes in my closet are all like piling up like mountain in a really unkempt manner, i want a maid. I've no intention to pack it neatly yet, because i know clearly that after a few days, the situation of my closet would be just the same. So, the mindset is, "why bother?" I'm plain lazy, help. I'll snap a picture of my closet some time later. And dogs humping are rly quite scary, and i've got a taste of it.