Sunday saw me waking up earlier than usual and i got up to take a shower, donning onto my favourite orange boxers. Had my usual queer dream about me taking some science test(It brings back memories, by the way, it's horrific), and i pathetically scored 11/60 for the mcq section,whereas my buddy scored a marvellous 42/60. It felt very real and after witnessing my score, i woke up. I woke up, and thought about the different combinations that i could get from the 4 numbers.

Now, i'm just awaiting for the moment. Please. I need it.

Currently, i'm trying to complete my assigned work for fyp, then i can settle for some less important stuff! And yesterday, was a fun day at Vivo, thought i could get some stuff at Daiso, but the Daiso at Vivo is so disorganized and i knew i had to get something yesterday. But, the length of the queue, the organization and the people there always turns me off, donno why. I prefer IMM's Daiso! A pity, we couldn't catch a decent movie for it was so packed and cus it's the

HOLIDAYS!(plus FYP bonding with friends.)

If I fell in love with you
Would you understand me, dear
Love is weird
I colored you a valentine
Struggled just to stay inside the lines
I lose my mind

I really can't believe
I lost myself again

Looking for something crazy
Beautiful love and
nowI'm talking in circles again
Have my love, baby
Are you hungry for wonderful
'Cause I am,
'cause I am

I wrote a song about your eyes
Ate a slice of cherry pie
I cried all night
On the bench inside the park
I'll kiss you slowly in the dark
I'll never stop

I really can't believe
I lost myself again

Looking for something crazy
Beautiful love and
nowI'm talking in circles again
Have my love, baby
Are you hungry for wonderful
'Cause I am, 'cause I am
Baby take me for a ride
Maybe get a little high
In a place we've never been
Time is nothing but a line
We leave everything behind
It'd be so wonderful, wonderful

Lady Gaga,

1. bored stiff, looking for smth crazy.
2. chilled to the bones, yearning for a warm drink.
3. famished, craving for my favourites food craves.
4. sleepy, need my blanket.










1. get sufficient rest
2. be a good girl and head home earlier from tomorrow onwards
3. drink enough water
4. quit talking alot on phone
5. study for ut for hospitality and tourism
6. pray to god to ride me through tml's test successfully
7. stop blushing
8. accept praises graciously
9. love people around me more
10. deny deny deny
11. stay optimistic

Today,

i realized the camera i bought with hard-earned savings isn't really a true dslr. I need a holga to mend my broken heart.

1. skip school n go kbox
2. have ben and jerry ice cream
3. have mango madness shaved ice with you
4. have holidays right now
5. stay 18 years old forever
6. go starbucks for mag-n-drink session
7. survive through this month with just mere bucks in wallet
8. learn a thing or 2 about ukelele
9. have a holga darling
10. learn yoga

this can really keep my boredom at bay!
i'm gonna keep my sunny side up cos
monday's gonna be a nice day.

stage 1 of optimism.

1. to watch horror shows alone
2. to be stuck in a routine, but i'm doing so now
3. to be always in boredom and infecting others with the boredom
4. to go home early
5. assessment, grades and tests
6. to feel sad
7. my laptop's battery to be depleting so fast

stage 4 of boredom.

what's wrong with adults sometimes seriously, their squabbles can get so fucking irritating and disturbing to the ears and thanks for the crude language. Why always squabble over minor things, like the boiling of water? Yes, sometimes parents chide us kids for being stupid, bickering over some stupid issues, and they are replaying the scene in front of us, thinking we are oblivious to it? Yes, kids will indirectly feel not good at the heart there, hearing parents bickering and it's worse when the kids are innocently roped in for the squabble. And there they go, trying to divert the anger at their children.

All humans want is just some peace and love, and the world will go round.

Right now, i'm going through adrenaline rush and going abit cranky with all the huge volume of pictures and i'm running in between 2 different rooms. My laptop sucks because it couldn't seem to detect my dslr memory card, totally don't enjoy this because i'm need to send large volume of pictures to cousins who are nudging me hard for it! You know who you are! :) Gotta take the pics from my brother's laptop then delete then transfer then wait, ohmy, it's an antagonizing process.

I realized it feels different having various people experimenting my dslr, i can feel that my dslr is being loved esp yesterday's mothers day and of course for the nature of fun between me and my cousins. I esp in love with the outcome of pictures that my dslr can produce, it's that crisp and clear effect you see. It sends me thrill down my spine and it makes me love and care for my dslr more and not chucking it in a corner. Seriously, photos are nice memories to keep and when you have flashbacks for these nostalgic moments, it just makes me smile. Flipping through old photos can really have a positive impact on your moods.

Uploading pictures into facebook is another tough feat! OMG. Can someone speed up these technical process!?




i'm already counting down to hollidays, however, i'll still continue to work hard for better grades to make up for the other dreadful grades. Yesterday's presentation at Esplanade was a good wrap-up of our site inspection under the hot sunny sun. I'm starting to shun from the sun already. No doubt it's good, but, some things should just be the just-nice portion, esp the sun. I'm motivated to work harder so i can enjoy the sweetness of my holliday. Oh yay.

I get to spend some me-time alone, in starbucks yesterday after a tiring day at Esplanade because risk, security and crisis management module. As usual, the sun was shining down mercilessly; i had to get a drink to cool me down and i got the dark berry mocha frappe. With a mag in my hand and some sips of the drink, time was passing quickly. Starbucks was quite packed with people. I couldn't use my laptop at all, battery was dead too. However, my heart was pounding fast.

Perhaps her pms is on strike, she practically threw the whole class into a chaotic state because of some rules regarding a short but not sweet debate session. Rules are dead, but humans are flexible right, we shall twist the rules for a day. That's my lovely faci; oh and accompanied by her ultimate powerful ringing effect that might overwhelm you.

Hospitality and tourism module never fails to bestow me with some spinning of headache. I'm glad it's all over! Tomorrow is wednesday again! It's just like a cycle, where everyone is looking forward to wednesday. We only know tomorrow is wednesday, the rest of the days are practically routine. I'll continue to work hard though, lol.

School's doors seriously suck! Because they are locked all over. Totally pissing me off, because cannot go lawn and enjoy the sunshine.

Time, is a much needed entity in year 3. I wish for more time to be dispensed to us, but time is always ahead of us, i try hard to catch up with it, but often it led me to becoming breathless and tired at the end of the day. Indeed, i'm feeling so lethargic and my head's spinning a little. I hope i'll get better by tomorrow for i gotta battle against the ringing effect from my facilitator, (by the way, it's really powerful i tell you, the ringing effect.)

I had too much time in the past, to dilly-dally, silly-sally, but now, time is so important that we had to do our Powerpoint as fast as possible, sometimes it might lack some quality but we couldn't help it. Nevertheless, i want to try to work at my best; display higher level of participation, elaborate further, write more quality rj and ask more questions. Now, time is a much precious entity that one shouldn't waste.

Subway's on its way! Work harder tomorrow!

I tendered my resignation letter to bodyshop awhile ago. Abit unwilling but it makes not much a point just hanging on to the job when i can only work like one week once. Although the 50% is really tempting but i gotta move on right? :) Let's all move on!

Tomorrow is monday, which spells terrible; simply because it's a school day. Gosh, i gotta start loving school, instead of tagging dreadful names like 'school is a sucker' to it. I really gotta buck up and pull up my socks, like seriously. This year, the facilitators are more critical, more heartless and demand more from us simply because we are year 3. Sometimes, i feel it's good because it allows us to grow and learn more, and force ourselves to just present without a laptop, without notes. At times, i lament to myself; like the grade was not what i expected. However, i guessed i didnt try hard enough then.

I need some tight slaps, wake up.
I am a YEAR 3!

this saturday is not that hot that it makes people scream. Last saturday was a terrible, horrible day. The giant spotlight that was smouldering up high in the sky. It was a merciless act on the sun i remembered. A really hot day on last saturday.

Finally, i had my resignation letter printed out at my aunt's house. Nicely printed out. Oh btw, lunch was too much for me to digest. The food came up near my throat, made me wanna vomit. I had lunch at Kaari Family, it was beauty curry with pork patty and rice, with soup and ice lemon tea. It must have made you wonder, what's beauty curry? It's just curry with yoghurt and vitamin c, it sounds like a weird combination, but it really tasted of abit of yoghurt! Not a really nice option if you crave for curry suddenly.

Money! :(

No doubt today's a holiday and nothing beats just staying at home, searching for pictures, snacking here and there. But, it's like something is missing from all these.