All is good for her,
but she doesn't want her name to be Burden and Trouble.
Break apart.

There are days that i adore and days that i abhore.
Certainly today is the day that i abhore bcos i'm so freaking tired.
My eyes couldnt stand it anymore.
School is making my day quite bad already,
working might cheer up my day abit,
then at night it's back to,
low low low low.
Lemme get through the day pls.

I remembers this and forgets this at the same time.
Sometimes, i get so mad at myself for my failing memory.
It sucks to forget something, especially if it's important.

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

MacDonalds,
Orchard Parade Hotel,
The Body Shop,
Kumon.

i hope everyone is friendly, including the little kids!
imma happy marking teacher.

These days, i've been on a dreaming marathon. I had different dream on each night.

This early Thursday morning, Wee leong surprised the class with two pieces of good news which personally i feel, brightened up my day and making me happier by some ounces. He mentioned that UT grades looked more promising and we improved, which is definitely so nice to hear that. I need UT grades to pull up my grades too, so that's rly a great relief and it motivates me to work harder. Also, there's no more zoning and stickers! i'll miss the stickers though! There'll be no more rushing or skipping meals anymore! i love today's thursday!


Edit//

the news aint that great exactly.

Interview on Friday and heading to bukit timah with kaykay and we want to get employed soon, we want get working soon and we want to start earning but I'm the one who wants to start spending all over again. I don wanna be just a poor window-shopper when i walk pass my favourite shop, nor just touch and go on the accessories that i so adore or always lament to myself that i should save for rainy days for the 8628966352th times. Like what mum said, "it feels terrible having no cash on hand." ; Which i totally am singing in the same tune with my mom. Pls lemme be employed.

I like to experience new things and see new things and i'm gonna see singapore in darkness tomorrow!? Totally something new, like a breath of fresh air! Is it rly true that singapore will witness darkness because of some queer scientific alignment of the sun, moon, or earth? Or it's only some countries on the world? It sounds rly exciting bcos it feels like it's the last day on the world.

Yes, i can prolly sing like a bird and smile like the sun once again because Wednesday calls for serene slumber under the blanket. And, i'm back to blogspot, still more user-friendly as compared to my erm, 2/3 livejournal accounts, which i am totally clueless about the usernames and passwords. Hence, i'm back to blogspot to blog and update. I've just completed MICE UT and PR UT, which is a rly marvellous thing. What's left is perhaps, the assessment of final year report; Which we are going to look through all the possible assessment questions and decide our dress code next Monday. So many things seem to pass by me like a breeze, we have to take another module selection again. Best thing is, the holidays are coming soon. Yes, i said HOLIDAYS!

oh tomorrow is a Wednesday.

On an island in the sun
We'll be playin' and havin' fun
And it makes me feel so fine I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore

fish spa,
sugar cane with lemon,
your hand,
grilled salmon,
swedish beefballs and
laughter.

HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS
HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS

MAN THERE ARE SO MANY TIMES
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING
LIKE I DON'T KNOW NOW

HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS
HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS

HAPPY BECAUSE I'VE GOT A NEW PAIR OF PURPLE JELLY-SLIP CASUAL SHOES.

UNHAPPY BECAUSE I CAN'T GET THE NEON YELLOW JELLY-SLIP SHOES.

THESE TWO SHOES ARE DESIGNED EXACTLY THE SAME, BUT JUST BECAUSE OF THE COLOURS AND WHETHER IT'S A NEW COLOR/OLD COLOR ON SHELF, THE PRICE IS SO DIFFERENT. A DIFFERENCE OF 30PERCENT.

CHEY. IT'S JUST A DIFFERENCE OF COLOR.

Geez. I'm so awfully bored now. I'm just randomly cherry-picking songs by typing any alphabets into youtube. But, imma happy lass cus' now that i can download songs with my youtube downloader; i'm on the lookout for many catchy tunes to add to my pathetic list of song tracks.

Oh oh hold it baby, MJ's BEAT IT is spinning my head right round, right round, when you go down, when you go down down. I'm into MJ songs. Annie, are you ok, Annie are you ok, will you tell us you're okay. The way you made me feel, you rly turn me on(opps). michael jackson rock with you.

She told me her name was Billie Jean.

But, if you're thinkin about my baby, it don't matter if you're black or white.

Aaawooo.

Saturday, started with a rly hot day again, then it started to show signs of raining with dark clouds all over. Finally, when we were going to settle our dinner outside at Depot Road, a rather attap house feeling, then the clouds couldn't take the humidity and started to drizzle and pitter patter heavily while we were finally served with delicious food. There were 14 of us and the dining table was very huge. It's just that i hoped there were more food to cater to the tummies of the 14 people, for we were so famished at that moment.

waliao, food leh?

She even more hungry than me!

Like some village, where everyone eats together. Under one big roof.

FOOD?!

Looking around for our food?

If the food is still not served, i'm gonna start on my shooting spree.

--FOOD FINALLY CAME AND EVERYONE MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH--

slowly, it starts to dim, and it's time for home.

Sweet dreams are made of all this

The class opposite my class is always creating alot of noise. Temperature in classrooms is always making my goosebumps stand. Anyway, i just wanna get through the day and finish my rj, sleep and then wake up to a nice Wednesday because there ain't school on Wednesday. I wish to kbox with friends but it seems that it's not gunna come true. I think i can bring my camera out for some light soon.

"It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh.It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love." And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren't pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away. "












In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope.
In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort.
In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream.
And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.

I DONNO WHY I CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES IN BLOGGER.

I don't rly like to stay home all day on a sunday. I rather go out and have fun with my cousins and friends, snap some pictures, create a album and then look at all the funny random pictures taken. However, some drizzle on a sunday afternoon would probably be nice enough for snuggling in.

Weekends have never been a bore. But it has, at least now, becus my brother and my cousins who would often fill my saturdays with laughter and madness, aren't heading to my gramma house tml. I prolly have to head to gramma house, watch telly and eat at table alone. Usually, we would blabber alot nonsense during eating on table, while the adults will just munch and prolly just listen to us talk crap. It just doesn't make sense to them. I hope that many many of my cousins would be gathering at my gramma hse tml. I don't like feeling empty and lonely inside out.

ME AND KAY WENT YEWTEE POINT DAYS AGO. IT'S THE NEWLY INSTALLED MINI SHOPPING MALL IN THE HEARTLANDS OF YEWTEE. I ONLY LIKE THE CHEAP BOOKS AT THE BOOK STORE. AND THE CHEAP BIRTHDAY CARDS THERE.

REPUBLIC WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, IT'S GETTING MORE AND MORE RIDICULOUS. THE ZONING ISSUE AND STICKERS. STICKERS ARE QUITE COOL THOUGH HAHAHA. I ALMOST GOT SENT HOME AND BAGGED A PARTIAL GRADE HOME. FIRST TIME I LIKE JESS. SENT HOME BECUS WE'RE SUPPOSED TO REACH CLASS AT 2. 2.05 I STEPPED IN, THE CLASSROOM WAS SO BRIGHT, THE MOMENT I STEPPED IN, JESS SAID: PACK YOUR BAG AND GO HOME. SO, I WAS STUNNED. NO WAY AM I GUNNA GO HOME WITH A PARTIAL GRADE. SHE WAS NICE ENOUGH TO CLOSE ONE OF HER EYES.

IF SUCH PREVENTIVE MEASURES ARE GUNNA HELP, I'LL ABIDE IT. IF NOT, SCREW IT.

I SO WANNA KBOX NOW.
I SO WANNA KBOX NOW.
I SO WANNA KBOX NOW.

After months of intensive work and much bonding with the teammates, we've cleared it. Today, has been one of the many times, where i reached home before the sun sets. Normally, reaching home when the sky is alr pitch dark is a norm. Today, is home sweet home for us.

I can take my own sweet time to do the things i wanna complete like: doing facebook quizzes, blogshopping, talk, eat and sleep more hours than the usual. I can shower for as long as i want. I can drag time and spend 2-3 hours typing reflection journal. I have much time to watch telly and laugh on the couch, with nothing significant weighing on my mind.

I LIKE THIS FEELING.

Say Hi, to my Little Ms Shy.

a. buy my chinese medicine and brew it myself
b. contribute to class discussion(can i remove this? a pity i can't rly do so. damn.)
c. if there's time after fyp tml, gunna play with markers and decor card and flowers
d. (from tml onwards) frequency of takin meals can't be erratic and eat more than a sandwich pls
e. drink more water