Can it come back if you pray so? Cross your fingers and say some prayers? Or pluck one eyelash and put it on your fingertip and blow it, hoping it will land somewhere nice? I don't know where I heard this myth somewhere.

But the problem is, there are some things that can never come back to you again no matter how hard you prayed for it. No matter how many fingers you can cross, or how many thousands millions of prayers you recite, or how many eyelashes you pluck until you're eyelashes-less. it's of no use. It's an irreversible change.

oh glad that you understand how i feel. You wanted it so much. So much that the desire is so strong. When it comes, you could not even pluck up the courage and accept it. So why the hell, torture yourself and pray so hard for it then. When it comes to find you, it starts to get stupid. Because you know it's something that you desire, yet you pushed it back, you don't want it.

Back to square one.
Why are there a bountiful of contradictions and dilemmas?
Would the world be better if there's none of this?



thank you girl. (:

couldn't concentrate on studying 6P couse the mind kept drifting.