Suddenly, the drive I used to possess was disappeared into thin air. Yeap, can you imagine having only 1 week of hols while some others have 2 weeks of it? I cannot. Yeah, have been lamenting about this stupid issue.

My soul is still in holiday mood, while my physical body is already drained out of energy, trying to keep up with the pace in the real world. It's hard to balance the soul and body in different worlds you know?

Just like how difficult it's to communicate with a person whose character is world's apart from yours. Terrible. Argh. I'm feeling so damn irritated for no reason man. I feel like tearing up paper, feel like screaming and feel like crying, for no rhyme/reason.

Stress lah stress, creating havoc in my mind, making me sound like a lunatic. Randomly, feeling very emo for nothing, feeling that i'm nothing and i've nothing, nothing-but weaknesses. Coffee bean lah. I'm craving for blended drinks, chocolates, almond cream, fondue, sweets, desserts, cheesecakes and apple strudels.

Bring me out brother, pls!