Thursday, April 30, 2009
sandwiches can buy love
Today, we raced against time, rushed for food, rushed for presentations, rushed for briefings but i still managed to have 2 sandwiches in between breaks. Many a things were done after a fashion, had to upload the worksheet and purposely left the last question unanswered because facilitator was rushing a little. Just hit the upload button, don't care already. Nonetheless, presentation still went on quite smoothly and rj was completed before i went to bed.Anyway today is bad bad day for me. Once again, expenditure was too much on that day and it caused me to be a bloke today. Only $4.12 in my account and i cannot wait for my next pay to be in my account. The feeling of no cash in the account really triggers my insecurity, as if i have nothing to depend on. Though i still have something to depend on. Anyway, i spent my last few bucks, like only pathetic 2dollars left, on a milk tea, because i had no more water to drink. And almost got caught! No money really dampens my mood, made me moody and sad. What a day, i hope labour day will get better for me. A lot better please. I think i need to bring my digi cam for a walk by the park, get some sunlight and fresh air. I think i need some fresh air too. School is such a sucker, sucking all my energy away.
Need to grab a mag to pass time, a drink to sip, and some nice, relaxing moments alone. Sounds familiar, "Starfucks."
Signing off @ 11:36 PM